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I walked slowly towards the head's office, hoping that I could just quickly get to my classes, that he wouldn't ask too many questions. This was my third school in 18 months, because as soon as the staff twigged there was something not quite right you had to leave, keep running because once they knew about your situation that was it, you would get shoved in care, and lose your baby because of it.
My baby, Lola, is only 6 months old, but as soon as my parents found out I was pregnant I had to leave, they would have killed me. Quite literally, for bringing shame on the family. You see, they are the whole reason I'm like this, scared of every glance, running from place to place so people don't find out about my messy little life. 17, with a baby and living in a manky old flat without even any electricity.
They set me up with this boy, when I was 16, because I told them I didn't like boys. I liked girls. I knew what my father was like, so I went along with it, although I hated every kiss, every movement. When he wanted sex I felt I had no choice, I just wanted to stop everything, stop my dad from hitting me, stop myself from making the little scars up my pale arms, like it was my only way out. I wanted to be normal, so I did it. I slept with him, an then he had got what he wanted and left. My dad had always said if I ever got pregnant he would kill the baby and myself, and with his past I had no choice but to run. So I ran, never looking back. Gave birth in a hospital, 200 miles from m home, alone and never going back. Because it wasn't a threat, it was a promise.
Knocking on the headmaster's door, I was surprised to be let in by a woman. A woman with blonde hair, tight fitted dress and perfect make-up. She was pretty, good looking, and I had to physically stop myself from staring. Weather or not she noticed I don't know, she could have just been pretending not to.
"My name is Lorraine, Lorraine Donnegan, and I am the school benefactress, the headmaster aint here today I'm afraid. You must be Scarlett, right?" She asked, looking into my eyes.
I just nodded my head, afraid to speak in case I said something stupid. Not that I had ever done that or anything!
"Ok, well, here is your time table, and don't ever hesitate to come and find me, If you ever need to talk." She said, looking into my eyes AGAIN. I shook her hand, perfectly manicured, and well. I could feel the electricity crackling through both of our bodies, and she gave me a small, cheeky smile, which I returned.
"Come and see me at lunch, I will take you out if you want, get to know you a bit better…" she asked, trailing of as I grabbed a pen and paper, writing down my mobile number before closing her hand around it. As I headed towards the door, she called after me. I looked around, and she had written hers, on a pink post-it, and after her name 3 kisses, especially for me. I laughed, tucking it into my blazer pocket before carrying on towards my lesson. Lunchtime was going to be… interesting.
