Hey, rewriting my old story that accidently got deleted. Review!
Chapter 1
BPOV
I haven't been in La Push for ages. The last time I was in La Push, I ended up leaving without any notice, due to my ex boyfriend. Manwhore of La Push, Paul Lahote. I looked at my phone and noticed that it was 3 am. Not long to go until I have to face him again. I wiped my eyes and kept driving. Everything is falling apart in my life. I left two years ago and since then my father, Charlie has had a heart attack and my Stepmother has been diagnosed with Breast Cancer. Sue was an amazing mother and I can't stand to think how much it would be hurting Seth to watch his mom slowly die. The cancer is that bad now that she has stopped with Chemotherapy and is refusing any help from the doctors. She doesn't want her last months with her family to be in a hospital. Seth always rings me, telling me that Paul is changing, that just after I left he dissapeared for two weeks before reappearing with cropped hair, a tattoo and a really muscular figure. Apparently he is in a gang and is on steroids, that's what Seth and Leah reckon anyway. But I don't give a fuck what Leah reckons, she is the reason Paul and I didn't work. I arrived home one day and opened the door to see Pauls shirt on the floor and one of Leahs. I remember walking up the stairs and seeing mine and Pauls bedroom door open, when I turned I saw something I really wish I hadn't. I then turned around, ran out the door and left La Push.
That wasn't what hurt me the most though, what hurt me the most was that I thought he loved me, and no matter how hard I try I still can't fully get over him. I know pathetic. Bella Swan, most gullible girl in La Push...even Washington. When I saw the sign saying You Are Now Entering La Push I took a deep breath, I can't turn back now. Seth told me anytime now Sue will be out of our lives for good and that she really wants me to be there. He couldn't stop crying when he told me. I can't wait to have my little brother in my arms so he can break down and have a break from being the strong man that shows no emotion. More tears fell from my eyes when I thought about Seth, it would be so hard to see your mom slowly pass away in front of your eyes and to have to be strong while knowing you can't do anything to help her. I love Sue like a mother, she has always been there for me and to know that she will be gone soon makes me feel like a part of me is being destroyed.
When I reached home I was shocked, it looked like a scene from a horror movie. The black clouds were all over the sky and there were branches from the forest trees scraping against the side of the house. I walked over to the front door and knocked. It took a while before I heard soft footprints coming down the stairs. When the door opened I saw a very depressed and exhausted looking Seth. When he saw me he launched himself forward and wrapped his arms around me sobbing. I rubbed his back and told him to let it all out. We were standing there for about ten minutes before I heard one of the floorboards in the loungeroom squeek. Seth let go of me and ran back up the stairs to be with his mother and I turned around to see Charlie looking at me with blotchy red eyes. He was wearing the outfit Sue brought for him for Christmas three years ago, and was holding a picture frame containing a picture of their wedding day. Just when he got told to 'kiss the bride'.
Charlie walked over to me and wrapped me into a hug before grabbing my hand and walking me up the stairs. We turned into his bedroom and there lying on the bed was Sue. The sight of her made me burst into tears, I walked forward and sat on the corner of the bed grabbing Sue's hand in mine. She looked so fragile, she had no weight on her and she was really pale with several dark bruises on her arms and legs. There were dark bags underneath her eyes and you could see the bones in her face.
"B-B-Bella", Sue stuttered trying to lean up in bed. "It's s-so g-g-good to see y-you", she said giving up and laying back down. I nodded and cried even more. It was so hard to see Sue like this.
"I'm sorry I have to go", I said getting up giving Sue a kiss on the cheek and running into my room. I sat on my bed and looked around my room. I noticed my guitar in the corner of the room and picked it up starting to play one of my favourite songs, I'm gonna love you through it by Martina McBride.
"She dropped the phone and burst into tears
The doctor just confirmed her fears
Her husband held it in and held her tight
Cancer don't discriminate or care if you're just 38
With three kids who need you in their lives
He said, "I know that you're afraid and I am, too but you'll never be alone, I promise you"
When you're weak, I'll be strong
When you let go, I'll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I'll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death, like you can't take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I'm gonna love you through it.
She made it through the surgery fine
They said they caught it just in time
But they had to take more than they planned
Now it's forced smiles and baggy shirts
To hide what the cancer took from her
But she just wants to feel like a woman again
She said, "I don't think I can do this anymore"
He took her in his arms and said "That's what my love is for"
When you're weak, I'll be strong
When you let go, I'll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I'll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death, like you can't take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I'm gonna love you through it.
And when this road gets too long
I'll be the rock you lean on
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I'm gonna love you through it.
I'm gonna love you through it".
After I was finished singing I noticed Seth standing at the door of my bedroom, he was crying again and so was I. "You are amazing", he said before leaving the room. I layed down in my bed and cried myself to sleep, I still can't believe Sue is dying.
Thanks for reading guys, please give me reviews. 5 would be amazing before my next chapter, just to let me know if my new version is okay.