Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own Harry Potter and any idiot should know it is copyrighted to J K Rowling and Warner Bros.

Conquering Betrayal

Summary: Okay this is a rewrite, a longer rewrite around 5 chapters long. I hope to make it very descriptive and emotional!

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Harry walked up the to the front door of his and his lover's house, the keys jingling as Harry shook the keys. As Harry came face to face with the door he slid out of his shoes and turned the handle, but found the door locked. Harry stared at the door confusedly. 'Sirius is meant to be home' he thought to himself before finding the right key and unlocking the door. He opened the front door and stepped inside the dark house. Harry frowned 'Sirius must be out'. Harry walked into the kitchen and was surprised to see that the light was on 'Sirius must be asleep then'. Harry walked over to the kettle and flipped the switch. Harry sighed, Work was unusually tiring today, after the war the Ministry had been flat out with rewriting the magical community, but now 5 years later, everything was quite peaceful. Well, not counting today. An Ex Death Eater had decided to stir up some 'fun', causing a small village to burn to the ground, taking with it three quarters of the Villages population. But even though the day had been flat out, he still got of early, having an important appointment to go to. Harry sat up in his chair, as he remember he still had to tell his love, this very good news. Harry walked out of the kitchen and past the living room, where he stopped to take off his coat; laying it across his favourite armchair. Harry walked up the stairs and called out to his love.

"Siri!"

Receiving no answer, Harry concluded that Sirius was proberly passed out, but never the less he called out again.

"Siri!"

Harry rolled his eyes, so he was asleep, or just ignoring Harry hoping to scare him. Harry snorted, he had gotten quiet used to Sirius jumping out from hiding places at any unknown time. So Harry continued to venture up the stairs. Harry placed his hand on the doorknob to their bedroom and opened the door, but was greeted by a heart retching scene. Harry had to blink 'nooooooooooo' he thought, his heart giving a painful jerk. Sirius lay on the bed, sure, but the problem was that their next-door neighbour, Trent Brooke, was on top of him, fucking him in earnest. Harry watched the scene, watched as his love, Sirius Black, enjoy being taken by another man. A Cry was unleashed from his throat; and he felt his legs start to collapse. Harry wondered who cast the silencing charm on the room, as the man fucking his love, was a low ridden muggle and at that moment Harry despised everything about muggles. Harry drew his eyes to the headboard that was colliding with the wall simultaneously with each thrust. Another heart wrenching sob released itself from Harry's throat.

Suddenly Sirius looked up and his eyes meet with Harry's, widening in fear. Harry just stood there, the first of the tears falling down his face. Sirius stilled and pushed Trent off him as he scrambled out of bed. Harry turned around, closing the door and calmly made his way downstairs.

Harry choked 'how could he, how could he!' in a zombie like stat Harry entered the library and headed for the liquor cabinet. He didn't want to feel at the moment, he didn't want to feel at all. Tears glistened down his cheeks, his legs barely supporting him. Harry grabbed the bottle of firewhiskey and without taking a glass walked to the nearest lounge and sat down. Harry brought the bottle to his lips and swallowed a good portion of the liquid, burning his throat as it travelled down. Harry shuddered at the bitter taste left in his mouth.

Harry stared blankly at the opposite wall, he felt so numb, he felt used, cheated, he felt so cheated. Harry sobbed again and brought the bottle to his lips again, allowing the fowl tasting liquid to burn his insides.

'Why?' Harry thought briefly' He knew everything was fine, wasn't it? Sirius always told him if something was wrong, always, so why?'

Harry drowned a quarter of the bottle in one go, and spluttered. Harry looked at the bottle like it was Voldemort, with as much hatred as he could muster, willing the bottle to mock him. Anger boiled up inside Harry until he couldn't take it and he hurled the bottle at the opposite wall. The bottle burst on impact, glass and liquid flying in every direction. The liquid staining the walls as it travelled down.

Harry had the impulse to scream, scream until his throat hurt and his voice was diminished. Instead he cried, broken sobs echoed in the room, sorrow and sadness quickly engulfed the room. Harry brought a hand to his mouth to stifle the sobs. A hand went to his stomach, where a part of him was growing. Harry stared at his stomach and smiled softly.

Harry faintly heard the front door closing with a snap and gazed to the entrance of the library just as Sirius raced into the room panicked, his shirt half done up, pants falling down. Harry looked at Sirius with betrayal.

"Harry" Sirius pleaded

Harry glared at Sirius then turned his head and stared at one of the bookcases, laden with his favourite volumes.

Sirius looked at Harry in sorrow, guilt encompassing every inch of his mind, body and soul. Sirius's eyesight was drawn to the shattered glass near the opposite wall, then his eyesight travelled back to Harry, Sirius carefully walked over to the lounge Harry was occupying and sat on the opposite end. A sob from Harry made Sirius want to hug him and whisper into his ear 'I can't lose him' Sirius thought. Sirius extended a hand and lightly brushed over Harry's arm, a hand swatted him away.

"Ha…"

"Shut up Black" Harry muttered, his voice dry and devoid of emotion.

Sirius was stunned; He had never heard any type of language come out of Harry's mouth, since the end of the war. Hope seemed to drain out of him right there and he shrunk away from Harry.

"Please…"

"I said SHUT UP" Harry shouted

Sirius moved so that he was kneeling in front of Harry and he slowly placed his hands on Harry's thighs.

"Don't touch me you slut." Harry muttered darkly.

Sirius gasped and fell back on his arse. Harry looked up into Sirius's eyes and held the gaze. Sirius gulped as he saw the amount of pain and hurt in those beautiful green eyes that were meant to shine with happiness. Harry stood up suddenly and looked around the room, a hand coming up to his hair, and running his hand through the mop of black hair. Harry quickly walked out of the room and proceeded to walk straight out of the house. Slamming the door as he exited, making the whole house rattle violently. Stopping once he reached the pavement before the deserted road. Harry gazed out into the road and let out a heart felt scream of agony. Harry sighed and gazed back up at the house mournfully. He had no idea what he was going to do, but he did want reasons, explanations and apologies.

Harry re-entered the house in a calm and collected manor, quietly shutting the door with a click, then walked back into the lounge room, where Sirius sat still in the same seat, head in his hands, hands clenching at his hair. Harry felt the worry, loss, sorrow and guilt radiating off Sirius as he sat down next to his love.

"Explain" Harry demanded

Sirius lifted his head to look at Harry, surprised, that he had come back into the house; Harry stared back at him with cold fury in his eyes.

Sirius bowed his head "I…I can't"

Harry made a chocking sound and Sirius looked up but Harry had already bowed his head, his hair hiding his face.

"Don't you love me anymore, did you ever love me?" Harry asked quietly, his posture defeated

"I will always love you, I have always loved you" Sirius replied strongly, with truth and sincerity

"Am I not enough?"

Sirius almost cried then, the sound of resignation in his Harry's voice was terrible to hear.

"Your more than enough"

"THEN WHY!" Harry yelled in rage. "THEN, WHY CHEAT ON ME, IN OUR HOUSE, IN OUR BED!" Harry yelled with fury, his body shaking with absolute anger

"How Long?" Harry asked quietly

Sirius swallowed "3 months" he answered truthfully

"Oh" Harry sighed in defeat "Oh" he repeated

Sirius looked at Harry, unsure at how he was going to react.

Harry stood "I…I have to get away"

"Please don't leave!' Sirius begged jumping up in front of Harry "please"

"I have to get away…. need to think, I…I need to decide things"

Sirius looked to the ground "You'll come back right?" Sirius asked

"I don't know"

Sirius brought his head up and looked at Harry "NO…I need you!"

Harry looked at Sirius and brought a hand to his face, his thumb caressing his cheek

"You should have thought of that before you…."

Sirius sobbed and his body collapsed to the ground. Harry walked out of the room "I'm pregnant" he said over his shoulder

Sirius looked up, tears now plummeting down his face "what have I done!" he yelled to the empty room. He quickly stood up and ran with all his might to the door, to stop Harry from leaving, he got to the door, threw it open with all his might…only to be greeted with an empty garden, empty street.

"HARRRRY" He yelled into the street

"Nooooooooooo" he moaned as he sank to his knees

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There we go, all 1660 words, like this chapter is bigger then the original ONESHOT...lol

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