Author's Note: This story was inspired by the song "Decoy" by Paramore.
Pairing: Sora/Namine (I am a big Sora/Kairi fan but I wanted to try something new)
This story takes place in Castle Oblivion (from KH:COM; Chain of Memories) before Namine knows about Roxas, I don't anticipate on there being too many spoilers but just in case...
WARNING: MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS FROM KH:Chain of Memories! Read at your own risk.
you have been warned...lol.
This is just a side story I wanted to do, It probably won't end up being a long one...but, we'll see.
I DON'T OWN KINGDOM HEARTS, SQUARE ENIX, ANY OF THE CHARACTERS, OR PARAMORE.
Enjoy.
Chapter 1: Guilt
I know this is wrong. I am using you and it isn't fair. I can't stop myself though; this is everything I have ever wished for. I am being selfish and I regret the decisions I've made that have brought you to me. But, I can't bring myself to fix this mess yet.
I wish I was her, the girl you really love, but I'm not. When I dismembered your memories I found out just how important she is to you. Your thoughts were all somehow connected to Kairi. She was the one person who filled up every inch of your heart and mind. It hurt me to know that I could never mean that much to you. I am nothing more than a shattered being and a broken memory that you won't remember.
I feel empty inside and if I had a heart it would be crushed at this very moment. I have a new desire to be real; I don't want to fade away.
I want to be with you.
I wonder if it's worth it. Guilt sinks in and I know I'm in way over my head. I struggle to remain calm as a flood of emotions slowly pulls me under.
Author's Note:
I know this chapter is kind of short...
Hope you liked it anyways.
next chapter will probably be longer.
review/comment/favorite if you want.
Any form of feedback is greatly appreciated. :D
Peace!