Ever since me and Hikaru were kids.. everyone have always sayed we were..gay

even when i was five i was always clinging on to Hikaru..

and i never had been interested in girls..

i found out and i also understood for the first time what ''gay'' meant when i turned 13 years old..

me and Hikaru were enjoying our breakfast on a Sunday afternoon until the phone rang. one of the maids picked it up and after she was done talking to our mom.

she turned to us and sayed our mom and dad will be staying a week longer on there business trip..but no.. we were used to it.

our parents were barely ever home.. i never really taked to them much. its almost like they don't exist.

while i was in my thoughts i noticed Hikaru was staring at me. but when i looked his way he turned the other way instanly.

he been acting strange lately..i wonder whats wrong with him.

i finally broke the silence of the two of us.

Hikaru? i sayed.

yeah? he sayed.

um im done with my breakfast wanna go up in our room? i asked.

sure. he sayed.

so we walked upstairs to our room and plopped on top of the bed. we were both bored and we had nothing to do.

so i just layed down for a nap.

Hikaru layed there with me. his face was so close to mine i couldn't barely breath..

hikaru? i sayed.

yes. he sayed.

um have you ever kissed anyone before? i asked.

no..why ask something like that? something bothering you? he asked.

well..i was just wondering..do you know how to kiss Hikaru? i asked.

some of my friends at school said you just put your lips together with the other person..and you put your tongue inside there mouth and stuff. and dad sayed after you kiss someone for the first time you have..

you know..

um...sex? i asked.

he admittedly turned bright red. he looked as if he was embarrssed for me saying that. but why?.

don't say words like that Kaoru. he sayed.

oh.. i sayed.

so Kaoru? want me to teach you how to kiss? he asked.

um what do you mean? i sayed.

here let me show you. he sayed. as he leaned forward towards me.

he touched his lips against mine. and licked them all over. i started to moan loudly..i didn't know why it felt so good for my brother to kiss me..but it did.

he forced his tougne inside my mouth. as he did his tougne ran all around the inside of my mouth. i could feel the heat coming from my body as he did this..

i wanted more..and more..

so i kept moaning within our kiss i kept saying it over and over..

more..

more..

i fell back on the bed.. to which Hikaru was directly on top of me.

i wanted this moment to last forever. i wanted to do all kind of things to him..

i felt this way ever since me and Hikaru were kids..

but this is the first time i ever felt like i could accept it. because he loved me the way i loved him.

that was the day...

i knew i was gay.

this was the first time i could walk around holding his hand and know that he loved me.

this is the first time i could kiss him and know that i can do it more than once..

this is the first time i could say i love you and know that it meant more to him..

he was my first love..my first kiss was from him..and thousand more awaits..

the end.