Bella

I sat outside in the breeze my haphazard hair blowing in the breeze. I looked out side at the ocean. I was sitting with my legs around my knees on top of the deck railing. Edward stepped outside to check on me.

"Bella love, you need anything?" he asked in his angel sweet voice.

"Well…," I said, swinging my legs over. My white dress blew in the breeze. "there is one thing." I smiled at him in a naughty way. He new what I was thinking by that look.

I saw Edward's expression fade.

"Bella, no." he said. "We went over this a thousand times."

"Please, Edward. I want to get all I can of this before I turn all blood crazed. I am going to miss this part of being human." I egged him on. I was prepared to compromise- beg even.

"Bella…" Edward stopped short shaking his head.

I stared at him trying to make my eyes soft, and, sweet, and gentle.

He smiled and swept me off the rail.

He took me into the bedroom and set me on the bed. I sat on it with my legs open and my hands between my legs resting on the sheets.

"I don't want to hurt you again. If I do let me know right away." He said leaning forward to kiss me. I stayed the way I was.

His forced pushed me back so I was lying down. He rolled me over so I was on top. He began to dismember my dress. I unbuttoned his shirts and pressed my bare chest against his. His kissed the hallow of my neck ever so gently. I curled my legs around his waist.

I could hear the gentle, calming rushing of the ocean as we continued. The curtains were blowing gently in the breeze that was coming from the opened window.

* * *

I awoke the next day to find only my dress in pieces on the floor and the sheets were mauled but other than that, no harm was done.

Edward smiled.

I smiled back.

"Well you didn't hurt me." I said nestling my head into his cold, hard, chest.

"And I am happy I didn't." he said back kissing my head. "Do you need a human moment?" he asked.

"Yes please." I said getting out of the bed. I walked into the bathroom and started the shower.

The warm rush of the water felt good on my neck and my back. It was calming of course almost everything was on Isle Esme. Especially with Edward- my Edward- here with me. Nothing could make this more perfect.

I shut off the water only because it was getting cold, and Edward would be waiting. I would have loved to stay in there.

I stepped out of the shower drenched. I dried off and put on another of the many dresses Alice had packed for me. This one was very thin and almost silky. It was a very light pink and lace at the bottom. It wasn't exactly me but I thought Edward would appreciate it.

I walked out. Edward was in the kitchen making an omelet for me. He turned around when he heard me approaching.

"Now I know what took you so long." Edward said. "You look beautiful."

He flipped the omelet and placed it on a plate.

I look at my dress and blushed.

"Eat up." Edward said placing the omelet on the table as I went to sit down. He sat across from me.