This is rather dark fic I though up a while ago, but abandoned for that reason. It's also a PtJ - Prior to Janessa fic. This was an old fic I had the idea for a while ago, and when I remembered about it, I just couldn't fit Janessa in it. So the fic is set before my first fic, "You've got to be kidding me" and it has the boys and Karen. They've been missing for several days and they're close to being shattered inside. Once again, it's dark, so rated T for that and trigger warnings for sexual assault. It's also written in third person, so enjoy.