A/N – In keeping with the theme of Hannah Montana the title is based on the Beatles song – All You Need is Love.
The summery kind of sucks since I did not have enough room to type it all. Thanks to jrpopfan for letting me use a similar Miley Character as in one of her stories. Similar but different. This story holds to me a lot of emotion and feelings of my own self in the Miley character. We are similar in ways but also different in ways.
Disclaimer – Of course I do not own the Hannah Montana Characters and this is totally a work of fiction.
Please review and let me know. I have been working on this in bits and pieces as I finish my other story so posts should come quickly if y'all like it.
Chapter 1 – Miley Stewart
Miley Stewart sat the wooden bench that was on the hill at the beginning of the beach. It was Saturday mid morning and she had her legs brought on the bench and her heels of her feet were touching her butt and her arms were hugging her legs and her chin was lying on top of her knees. She was not dressed for the beach meaning she was not wearing her bikini. Instead she was wearing a pair of white short shorts and a simple red tank top and a pair of sandals. She had her long brown hair piled up on the top of her head in a disorganized manner and held in place by a single hair clip. Miley was not going down on the beach today; she was just observing and thinking like she had done almost every Saturday morning for the entire summer. Summer was almost over meaning school was about to start soon. Like Monday soon and she was going to be a senior. She loved to come out here on weekends to think and observe and was only walking distance from her house. She was thinking of her life over the past year…well almost year…and observing the surfers and one particular surfer in general. Miley loved to watch the people surfing and how graceful on the water they looked but one always caught her eye as she had for the past five years. She tried surfing and found out she sucked at it but liked to watch. She even had someone try and teach her…a one time best friend…but she never got the hang of it. She was far enough from the water that the people surfing could not recognize her unless they knew who to look for just as she could not recognize the face of the surfer she watched the most. But Miley knew who it was. She smiled when she saw the person fall after trying to take a wave and even managed a giggle. She was not concerned that the girl surfing was hurt. Lilly was one of the best surfers on the beach and knew what she was doing. Miley watched Lilly Truscott paddle her board close to shore and when the girl got out of the water Miley giggled again when the blonde surfer threw the board on the sand and started waving her hands around in disgust. Miley was to far away to hear what was being said, but she knew Lilly and her competitive spirit and figured she was yelling a string of curse words. Miley looked away from Lily for a moment and thoughts of her life past and present for a moment and her smile was gone. She was not unhappy with her life at all. Miley was very satisfied the direction her life took over the past year and a half. But every Saturday morning since their friendship ended Miley missed Lilly and would come watch her.
Miley thought it was weird in a way. She always thought it would be her Hannah Montana persona that ended their friendship but it wasn't. Miley gave up Hannah before the end of the school year last spring. It was released to the press Hannah was going on a hiatus for a while. Of course the rumors of drug abuse and rehab and nervous break downs were in all the tabloids, but it wasn't that. It was Miley. She needed to figure her life out and where it was going without Hannah Montana and other aspects of her life. She and her dad knew one day as she got older she would drop Hannah and be just Miley Stewart the star and reveal all to the world, but now she did not know if she wanted that. She did not know what she wanted…she just knew what made her feel good and that is what she accepted now. What gave her pleasure is was all she wanted now. No she ended her friendship before she ended Hannah. Miley did not know why. She and Lilly did not have a huge fight or falling out it just happened. It happened slowly at first and then boom one day Miley sends Lilly and email telling her that they could not be friends anymore. Miley just felt their ménage a trios of friendship was growing apart. First Lilly and Oliver started dating and then fell in love and then the day Lilly came to Miley's and woke her up at six in the morning telling her she lost her virginity to Oliver. Miley knew then their lives were changed forever. Miley loved Lilly. She loved Lilly in so many different ways it was confusing to her. She loved Lilly as a best friend, as a girlfriend, and as a sister. She was not jealous of Lilly and Oliver and was actually happy for the two when she got over the weird feeling of them playing kissy face all the time. She did not know how she felt when Lilly told her that Oliver had sex with her. It was strange…she want dead inside. Something in Miley died that day and she did not know what it was but she knew it was something big. She thought that was when her life changed and was the cause of everything she was today and her feelings and beliefs. She remembered it was the start of their junior year of high school. Lilly was sitting on the edge of her bed that morning and almost crying when she told Miley.
"What's wrong, Lil's?" Miley asked with concern for her friend.
Lilly looked at her and Miley could tell there were tears threatening to run down her cheeks, "I…we had a pact remember. We promised we would not have sex until our senior year. Remember? Well you are gong to be mad at me. Last night Oliver and I…we had sex."
Miley shot off the bed and jumped to the floor and knelt down in front of Lilly and grabbed the girl. "No longer a virgin girl say what?"
Lilly nodded and started to cry. "I'm sorry…we…he…we did it. I can't take it back…I don't want to take it back I guess. I mean he is my boyfriend and I love him. Don't be mad…please."
Miley shook her head, "Mad…no I am not mad, baby. We made that pact when we were what…thirteen. God…we didn't even know much about boys or sex then." Miley laughed, "Remember when we did it. After we say that R rated movie Jackson left out by mistake and we watched the very explicit sex scene. We were just young and scared, Lils. Hell…Gabe and I have done it plenty of times."
Lilly's eyes went wide, "What? When…where…why the hell didn't you tell me? The first thing I do the next day is run over here and tell you!" Lilly was getting mad. Miley stood up and walked to her dresser and started brushing her hair. She was not concerned about her looks it was just a nervous habit. She looked at Lilly through the mirror.
"Come on, Lilly…it's no big deal. It's just sex." Miley said.
Lilly shook her head, "No…it's more than that, Miles…its love too. If I did not love Oliver I would not have done it."
Miley shrugged, "Whatever. Sex is not love, Lilly." She turned her chair around to face Lilly, "Can I ask you a question?" Lilly nodded and wiped her eyes. She was no longer crying and was now a little angry at her best friend's cavalier attitude to her virginity. "Did…did he pressure you? I don't mean force you…I know he would never do that and you would kick his ass if he tried. But did her pressure you to do it?"
Lilly looked at her feet, "Well…I…I don't think so. We talked about it and we had done other things you know. It was planned so I would say no."
Miley nodded, "Did you like it? Was it as wonderful as you thought it was going to be?"
Lilly turned her head for a moment and then looked back at Miley with a smile, "Yeah…it was great I guess. I mean…yeah it was wonderful. Hurt at first but then it got better." Lilly grinned because this was how the conversation was supposed to be like. Two best girlfriends talking about sex. "What about you and Gabe? Do you like having sex with him?"
Miley turned back to brushing her hair, "Of course…he is awesome!" She exclaimed.
The two girls talked for a while longer and it was not about sex and Lilly mentioned she had to go and was meeting Oliver later at the beach and asked Miley to join her. Miley declined and made an excuse about her dad making her do the more family time thing. Lilly said she understood and left.
After Lilly left that day Miley crawled back in the bed and cried a little. She lied to Lilly. She never had sex with Gabe. She was still a virgin. And Miley would never have sex with her official boyfriend Jake since their relationship was a façade. Lilly was the only other person who knew. Jake was one of Miley's good friends and Miley loved him as a friend, but he was also gay. Something Miley knew for a long time and she dated Jake to help him keep up his image. Miley didn't mind through. They were officially dating in an open relationship. That gave Miley freedom to date other boys if she wanted. Miley cried a little not because Lilly was with Oliver, she was happy for them really. Yeah she felt a little jealousy but what she cried for the most was that she knew it was going to change the relationship the three of them had. She also cried because of the strange feeling she had that left her dead inside. She could not explain it but it made her sad. And she cried a little because Lilly found something denied to Miley and something Miley never truly believed in. She wished she could but she couldn't. Miley did not believe in love. Lust yes, but not love. Oh she believed in the love between family members. She had loved her mom a lot before she died and still does now. She loves her dad a great deal and she even loves Jackson but would never admit it. She believed in love between two friends. She and Lilly proved that. But what she did not believe in was that romantic love and honestly she did not want to. Miley thought love was just extreme lust and it would not last for the most part. Only the lucky few have it. Her mom and dad did but she never would and she does not want it. Seriously, Miley never wanted to be in love. Lust was cool to her and she had that for both sexes but never love. She hated the idea of love. Miley thought Lilly may have found it but seriously doubted it. She wished her the best through. Lilly deserved to be happy. She was the sweetest, caring person Miley had ever met and Miley loved her as her best friend and she hoped Lilly would find the love she craved. Miley knew that about Lilly.
Lilly wanted the relationship love. She wanted the one and only person and Miley truly hoped she found it in Oliver or would find it in someone else. While still a virgin, Miley knew she was going to lose it soon. She wanted to but not for a silly notion of love. She wanted to so it would feel good, but Miley saw Lilly's expression even through the blonde tired to hide it. Lilly was disappointed. Miley swore when she lost hers it was going to be awesome. She wanted it to feel like the explosion she felt when she did it to herself. Maybe that was why Lilly seemed disappointed with her first time. Miley and her discussed masturbation and Miley told Lilly she did it a lot, which was true, but Lilly thought it was gross. Maybe if she had done it to herself she would have known what she liked and it would have been better for her. Miley knew Lilly was somewhat prudish about sex but she knew she would not be. Her fantasies when she masturbated ran to the ultimate extreme and sometimes as she lay there in the after glow of pleasing herself she felt guilty of what she thought about to get off.
Over the next few weeks Miley's suspicions were confirmed. The trio's friendship changed. Lilly and Oliver were different now that they started having sex. It was almost all they seemed to want to do. Miley did pick up on Lilly be uncomfortable with it at times but she always left when Oliver suggested it. They could be hanging at the beach, all three of them, and Oliver would make his suggestions and Lilly would give Miley that apologetic look and go with him. But it was other things as well. Oliver became clingier than usual and never left Lilly's side. The two girls never had their "Lilly/Miley Time" anymore and that hurt Miley. Lilly stopped spending the night and they started to grow apart. It came to the point where Miley would be Hannah without Lola. It started when Miley had a concert for a charity event and Lilly said she could not make it because she and Oliver had other plans for the weekend and that was it. Miley stopped inviting Lilly and soon Hannah went everywhere without her trusted companion and best friend Lola. It was at one of her concerts without Lola that Miley lost her virginity as Hannah.
There was a new drummer in her band just filling in for one time only because her regular drummer was sick. Miley thought he was very hot and so sexy and after a few rehearsals she got to know him and one thing led to another. He was older than she was her being sixteen and him twenty two, but that did not matter to her. She wanted him and lusted after him and the night after the concert when the band went out to party she stayed in with him and they had sex…a lot of sex. Miley loved it. She did some of the things she fanaticized about doing and it was great. But what made it better for her was the fact it was not emotion but simple lust. None of the "I love you" talk or "please call me" during or after their night. They did their business and then some and he left the next day and Miley never saw him again because her regular drummer rejoined them the next week. He gave Miley his number but she never called. She had no intention of calling him. He gave her what she wanted and vice versa and that was it. Miley did not feel ashamed or used because she got her needs fulfilled and that made her happy and it was just lust. Over the next few months during that summer she had the same. More non committal sex.
That was what Miley wanted…sex without commitment. She began not to understand Lilly's need for love. She did not understand why Lilly craved to love someone. It was pointless to her. Some of her lovers lasted a night others weeks or even a month but they never lasted long and that was the way she wanted it. She was upfront with them and them to her. If they were looking for more than she was going to give she let them go or did not get involved with them in the first place. She never dated her school mates since she really did not want to be known as the school whore so she hooked up with the college crowd and that included both boys and girls. Miley was an equal opportunity luster but she did like the girls better. Miley found the much needed outlet of her needs and most of her other sexual fantasies and enjoyed it a lot. As their junior year went by the trio of Lilly and her and Oliver soon saw less and less of one another and Miley started hanging out with a new friend who went with her to the college parties and helped her discover how she can even live out some of her other sexual fantasies she yearned for but was to ashamed to do, and soon with only about week to go before school ended for the summer Miley realized their trio of friends was over. She was saddened by it and even cried a lot over losing Lilly but they had become so different in their wants and needs. Miley knew Lilly would never end the friendship since the blonde girl was too sweet and caring so she took it upon her self. Miley knew she took the coward's way out but she had no choice.
Miley sent Lilly an email to end it. Harsh, cowardly, and the wrong way to go of course, but she had no other choice. If she talked to Lilly face to face she would chicken out. Seeing that beautiful face and looking into those wonderful eyes and watching them fill with tears would have crushed Miley. Miley could never bear to see Lilly cry. It hurt her too much. And there was something about how Lilly looked at her that made Miley go weak inside. It was a feeling she could not understand. The phone was out because there was something about Lilly's somewhat high pitched voice that Miley could not resist. That voice sent wonderful chills over her body almost every time she heard it. She could not explain it…it just did. It made her weak and if she heard it go higher pitched like it did when the girl was sad it drove Miley crazy and she would give Lilly anything she wanted just to make her happy. Miley never could figure out the effect Lilly had on her but it was oh so powerful. True she lusted after Lilly…what person wouldn't. The girl was so pretty and sexy and just a sweet person to be around. But besides the lust there was something strange Lilly did to Miley that the dark haired girl could not understand. So she did the cowardly thing and sent the email.
The next day at school she knew Lilly read it because Lilly ignored her and never called her again. They of course would see one another in the halls and had class together but they did not talk and soon it got to where they would just nod their heads at one another if they happened to pass or see one another in public. Like two people who knew one another but would never talk to each other. And then it got to where they did not even seem to know one another at all. Miley had a new crowd she hung out with and most of them did not go to her school. She had a few friends from school she went to the mall with or the beach, always avoiding the spots Lilly frequented, and to the movies with, but it was her newer older friends she partied with. With them she got to fulfill her new role in life she adopted and craved and needed like an addiction and soon discovered who she really was.
But through it all almost every Saturday morning she would come to the beach and sit at this spot and watch to see if Lilly would show and watch her and miss her. Miley stopped crying after a while every time she saw Lilly on the beach. Now she just watched and smiled and wished the girl every happiness she desired and think of the good times they had. Miley was brought out of her thoughts when she saw Oliver running to Lilly and giving the blonde a hug and then a passionate kiss. That made Miley smile but also gave her a tinge of jealousy that she just blew off as missing her two previous best friends. That had to be it. What else could it be? She was happy for Lilly even if she thought her friend was deluded about love.
Miley jerked as she felt a hand remove her hair clip and grinned as she felt fingers run through her hair to make it fall loose. She did not change her position of stop looking at Lilly because she knew who it was.
"I like you hair down. You know that." The female voice said behind her.
Miley did not look up, "Yes ma'm." She answered as she felt arms wrap around her and hug her tight. Miley let out a small sigh. The girl released her and Miley felt her head being jerked back hard by her hair. She let out a small whimper and felt the other girl's lips press against her and they shared a passionate kiss. The other girl broke it first and leaned over the back of Miley looking down at her and smiled. She did not let go of Miley's hair. Miley moaned at the pain and felt the excitement of the pain and the kiss flow over her breasts and her nipples became erect and it flowed between her thighs and her body started to respond as it always did when pain and pleasure was involved. Miley had her eyes closed and sighed.
"Open you eyes." Miley heard the other girl say and she did and smiled as she looked up into the beautiful face with lovely dark brown eyes and the girl's black hair spilled down over Miley's own face.
"How did you know where to find me, m'am?" Miley asked.
Mikayla laughed and came around to sit next to Miley, "Where else do you go most of you Saturday mornings?" Miley shrugged and Mikayla pointed at the two distant figures on the beach. "You never did tell me what drove the two of you apart. God you and her were such good friends. I would never have thought you and her would never be not together."
Miley smiled and looked at Lilly one last time and then back at Mikayla as she ignored the question. Mikayla let it go. She knew she would never get the answer. She asked it to many times in the past and never got an answer. Miley spoke up, "Hey…I want to go get stoned. I have some left at my house and dad's gone for the weekend and Jackson never comes home much since her started dating Maria."
Mikayla smiled, "Sure…but I don't want you smoking too much because I need you sober for the party tonight. You know the rules…you don't get to play while you are high or drunk."
Miley rolled her eyes, "Yes, m'am I know…it only happened that once."
Mikayla gave Miley a stern look, "Yeah and that once almost got you seriously hurt…I am not talking about the usual hurt you like…it was bad that night and you fucking know it. I mean it, Miley. You do shit like that again and I am through with you. You scared the hell out of me that night."
Miley looked down at her feet, "Yes m'am. I am sorry."
Mikayla smiled and ran her fingers through Miley's hair again. "Good…now help me up and let's go."
Miley smiled and got up and grabbed Mikayla's hands and helped her to her feet and walked a few steps behind the other girl as they walked to Miley's house.
As they walked Miley kept her eyes on Mikayla's butt she reflected what Mikayla was to her. She used to be a hated rival but when the girl moved to the area and started the same school the beginning of their junior year her and Miley struck up a friendship and soon Mikayla knew the Hannah secret and kept it. It was a strange relationship but one Miley not only preferred but enjoyed a lot. The dark haired beauty was best friend and Mistress to Miley. They actual became friends when Mikayla and Hannah did a benefit concert together and the two girls found themselves getting drunk with one another and that was it. Neither girl drank much or smoked up a lot but they did have their moments. Mikayla less than Miley and the other girl seemed to take care of Miley when she was to gone to take care of herself. They first had sex on almost a whim and Miley discovered that while Mikayla much preferred boys she did enjoy girls on occasion. But she was different with girls than boys. Miley discovered Mikayla enjoyed the girl pleasing her but did not return the favor with oral sex but would use toys. A strap on was her favorite. Miley also noticed the other girl was very dominant and it did not take long for Miley to figure out Mikayla liked to give pain while she had sex. It started with just the light spankings and then moved to more controlling and bondage and then hard core domination. Miley loved it. She loved being a toy and a pet and a slave to someone who dominated her. And she loved the pain…God how she loved the pain. Mikayla helped Miley discover who she was.
Soon Mikayla was taking Miley to private parties where bondage, discipline, punishment, and pain were on the menu. She would parade Miley around in skimpy costumes on a leash and humiliate her verbally and sexually. This was one of Miley's masturbation fantasies and it became a reality and she craved it more and more. The more that was done to her the more she got off on it. It soon came to the point that Miley could have such intense orgasms just by being given pain and humiliation and not touched anywhere else. Now Miley doubted she could even have an orgasm without pain involved. She doubted "vanilla" sex could do anything for her now. She no longer masturbated since Mikayla refused to allow her to unless it was in front of her and she never had an orgasm from it because her mistress would not let her. As her mistress Mikayla rarely had sex with Miley. She would rather have sex with a male than a female and for Mikayla it was different for each gender. With males she was all sweet and passive and enjoyed just the sex. She did not dominate the men in her life. Miley knew because there were times Mikayla would tie her down and place some sort of delicious painful toy inside her slave…usually anal…and make her watch her have sex with a guy (as long as he agreed and she never had one say no yet) until the pain and pleasure and the watching became so unbearable Miley would be begging to orgasm. Sometimes her mistress would allow it and sometimes not. Miley never got jealous of anyone else Mikayla was with and Mikayla never got jealous of anyone Miley was with. They just were not girlfriends like that. Their sexual relationship was strictly Mistress/slave.
At the parties Mikayla would normally have Miley submit to someone else, either male or female, as long as Miley agreed and Mikayla thought it was safe for Miley. They knew most of the people at the parties but you did get the occasional nut job. That was what got Miley hurt that one night. She drank too much and the topped it off with several hits off a bong and went to a party without Mikayla. She met a threesome…two men and a girl…who wanted to dominate her in private and she was drunk and horny and said sure. It was not a good night and they did not respect her safe word and she got hurt pretty bad. Luckily some of the people already there knew her and called Mikayla and the girl told them to stop what ever was going on in that room and she was on her way. Miley was lucky that the scene was stopped before any severe damage was done but the next day a hung over Miley got a stern lecture from Mikayla and Miley never saw the other girl so mad. It touched her even through she was scared that the girl cared for her that much. That was Miley's dirty secret. Her secret life and she took her role of a submissive very seriously. She got off on being used as a toy and pet for sex and she got off on the pain. But it was more than the sex for Miley. She was not just a weekend player. This was her life. To please her mistress anyway she could sexually and nonsexually.
She felt guilty about it at times, like when she saw Lilly at the beach. She could not understand it or why just seeing Lilly on the beach like this made her feel guilty. It was strange to Miley. She knew she could never tell Lilly about it even if they were still friends. Lilly would not understand. Miley knew Lilly was not a goodie goodie but the girl would not understand this type of sex or lifestyle and more importantly…Miley did not want her to. Miley did not want to drag the sweet wonderful Lilly into such a lifestyle. If Lilly knew she would be disgusted with Miley and hate her. Miley and she were not longer friends but there was no hate between the two and Miley could not live if there was. She could not stand Lilly to hate her. But sometimes she wanted to run and grab Lilly and beg her to forgive her. Not so much as dumping her as a friend, that was there of course, but more to beg Lilly to forgive her for how she is sexually. Miley could not figure it out and she got over it when she would go home, but that feeling was there when she saw Lilly on those Saturday mornings. She would ask herself why did she go if it caused her pain and that was her answer. Because it caused her pain. While not physical pain it was still pain and being a now well trained submissive and discovering herself to be that she deserved to be punished and this was her punishment she gave herself for what she did to Lilly.
Mikayla was also Miley's friend. Both girls seemed to know when to turn on and off their Domme/slave role and when the other needed a friend instead of a mistress or pet. It worked for them and they liked it. Plus Mikayla was just like Miley on the views of sex and love. Mikayla did not believe romantic loved existed either and at times the girls would discuss their philosophy in great detail. Miley enjoyed that about Mikayla. Love or in her view "thinking you were in love" was ridicules and so damn complicated. Sex…now that was so easy.
Miley opened the door of her house for Mikayla and allowed her mistress to walk in first and then up the stairs to the bedroom. Once in the room Mikayla sat on Miley's bed and Miley dropped to her knees and looked at the floor.
"Does mistress require anything at this moment?" Miley asked in a humble voice. She knew it would either be yes and some request would be made, a no and Miley would go and get her weed and they would smoke up a little, or Mikayla would tell her she needed a friend and they would talk.
"Yes…I am horny this morning. You know how those white shorts affect me. I want you to please me with you mouth but strip first." Miley looked up and smiled. She knew Mikayla would not give her oral sex but she did not care. She lived to please her partner. If she could satisfy her partner then that gave her sexual gratification. Miley knew if she did a good job her mistress would reward her with some delightful pain and maybe just maybe she would be allowed to have her orgasm then. And Miley always did a good job.
"Yes mistress. What ever you desire." Miley got to her feet and started taking off her clothes. Mikayla trained her well.