Ok I have just recently refound Delta Goodrem's Innocent Eyes album and fallen in love with it again!! This fic was inspired by the song Predictable off of this album; hence the reason for me trying something I've never done before … This is my first Song-fic … please tell me how it turned out!! (The other song in this story is Butterfly … it is the most beautiful song I have listened to in ages!!)
Disclaimer: I don't own Prince of Tennis or the songs Predictable and Butterfly/ the album Innocent Eyes … my drawing talents leave much to be desired and my singing is mediocre!! Does that explain why I don't own them??
Warning: (yeah I probably should give one of these) this is yaoi so if you don't like why the hell are you reading this story!?!?!
Song lyrics are italicised and underlined.
Flashbacks are italicised.
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Echizen Ryoma turned away from the sight in front of him, thoughts of the past running through his head.
"You'll always be the only one for me Ryoma."
"Do
you promise?" golden eyes pleaded, shining with love.
"Of
course, I'll love you forever." Ryoma looked up at the hazel eyes
seeking for any hints of lies behind the oval glasses.
"Good." He uttered snuggling into his lover's warmth. "I love you too Kunimitsu."
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"Game
and match Ryoma 7-6" Tezuka said eyeing his lover with pride. Ryoma
smiled at his lover.
"Are you proud of me Kunimitsu? I finally
beat you." He uttered. Tezuka found himself speechless at the sight
of the boy in front of him. The beauty of Ryoma when he smiled was
godlike in its own weird way.
"Of course I am." He uttered
truthfully. "My, you're so beautiful right now."
"Kunimitsu,"
Ryoma whined "Don't say that."
"Why not? It's true."
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He couldn't believe his eyes. Tezuka Kunimitsu was making out passionately with the captain of Hyotei Gakuen's tennis club. He walked away and collapsed under the nearest tree. He struggled not to let the tears fall out of his now closed eyes.
He heard a
rustling of clothes and felt someone sitting down next to him. His
eyes opened and he saw Tezuka eyeing him with love. "Ryoma are you
okay?" he asked in what sounded to Ryoma like an innocent tone,
like he hadn't been making out with someone else in the clubroom
just moments ago.
"How do you think Kunimitsu?" he snapped.
I smile
You say I take your breathe
away
You say you love me and you make
All the right promises to
break
"What do
you mean?" he asked confusion evident on the usually stoic face. He
wrapped his arms around the slightly shaking form.
Ryoma pulled
away from the embrace. "I saw you." He said accusingly.
"Ryoma
please tell me what's wrong." He pleaded confused as to why the
boy was acting the way he was.
"You and the Monkey King were
making out in the clubroom." He said. Tezuka's eyes widened in
surprise.
"Oh."
Was all Tezuka said. "I'm sorry."
"I overlooked it the
first time with Sanada, then the time with that guy from Sapporo…
both times you said 'it won't happen again' I can't seem to
trust you any more. We need to break up." he said after a moment of
silence, tears beginning to trickle down his face.
Tezuka stood
up. "I still love you Ryoma. Don't you remember all those times
we spent together? Can you please think about this first?" Ryoma
felt his thoughts run once again back to the past.
Tezuka
chuckled as Ryoma stared out the window, admiring the passing scenery
. "Ne Kunimitsu? Thanks for taking me, the movie was awesome." He
said to him a smile on his face for the person he loved with all his
heart.
"It was Ryoma. Yes it was." He replied. 'But even
better because you were with me' he added as an after
thought.
"Thank you for being with me Kunimitsu!" he said
wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's waist. Tezuka ruffled his
hair.
"Always and forever." he replied.
Ryoma
realised how false that statement was. Considering the amount of
times his boyfriend had cheated on him. "Did you ever truly mean
what you said, buchou?" he asked. Tezuka let hurt show in his eyes
when he heard Ryoma call him buchou.
"Of course I did, and I
still mean it now. I really love you Ryoma and I'm really, really
sorry. Please come back to me"
And when I turn around you're always
there You're just so
predictable
Like that's the proof you really care
But I see right
through you and I think
To myself
In every way
I want you to know I know your
game
It's so unbelievable
How you never change
You won't
get away
With loving me
You're just so predictable
"Not
anymore … I can't say I love you anymore. Not after seeing you in
that position again. Sorry buchou." He turned his head away from
the captain and stood up. "It's too bad it ended up like this"
He said then walked off.
"Wait, Ryoma!" The tennis prodigy
turned his head but didn't stop walking. "I'm never going to
give up on you."
"Well I've already given up on you." He
said ignoring any more protests coming from the boy under the tree.
I run
You say you won't give up the
chase
You say you'll follow me anyplace
So you can make the
same mistakes
You know just what to do
And how to
use the best of you
To try and change my mind
But my eyes are
opening this time
And I read you
Tezuka ran
towards Ryoma to try and change his mind, pleading for him to stop
the entire time he was running. Ryoma just ignored him and continued
walking towards the school. Tezuka managed to beat the boy to the
entrance and held the door shut to stop the boy from entering. "Ryoma
could you please give me just one more chance?" The younger boy
averted his gaze. The determined look in the other boy's eyes was
giving him doubts.
"I'm sorry I just can't anymore … I
can't when I don't know if you're with other people
anymore."
Tezuka lifted his chin up to turn his face towards his
own. He made a split second decision and decided to lean towards the
boy. Ryoma turned his head away as Tezuka's lips descended towards
his face.
"Buchou please stop now … it's not going to
work." Tezuka felt a stab in his heart when those words were
uttered by Ryoma.
"Okay Ryoma … I'll let you go." He said
facing Ryoma.
You're just so predictable
In
every way
I want you to know I know your game
It's so
unbelievable
How you never change
You won't get away
With
loving me
You're just so predictable
"I love
you." He said with finality as he walked off. "Never forget
that."
"That statement stopped being true for me when I saw
you with Atobe" was Ryoma's reply as he walked through the door.
"Goodbye Tezuka. I hope you enjoy being with him." Ryoma made his
way to his locker to get his homework, where he finally collapsed. He
sat down against the locker and his tears fell free from his tear
ducts. 'Why Kunimitsu? Why did you have to do this to me?' he
thought as tears flowed out of his eyes in a heavy gush. 'You
didn't need to betray my trust like that … you told me you loved
me, it was all a big lie. Wasn't it? My love seemed like it was
returned … but was it really? You've cheated on me too many times
–.' His thoughts were interrupted by a softly uttered. "Echizen?"
He looked up at the person who said his name. "What's wrong?"
He stared at an always smiling face and said 'nothing' in between sobs.
Fuji
chuckled. "It doesn't look like 'nothing' to me." He said
with a sympathetic smile.
"Don't worry about it." Ryoma
replied.
"Oh but I can't help but worry about the baby of our
team." The sadist said. Ryoma huffed in annoyance.
"Fuji-senpai
could you please just leave me to myself for a bit?"
"I won't
go until you tell me whats wrong." He replied with a bright smile
on his face. Ryoma groaned and mumbled "Don't wanna."
"That's
too bad then," he replied sitting next to the boy. "It looks like
I'm just gonna have to stay here." Ryoma groaned and moved away
from the third year's presence.
"Go away," he said to the
annoyance.
"Saa, not until you tell."
"Already told
you … don't wanna"
"I'll play you in a match with my
full strength." Fuji proposed. Surprise became evident in the
golden pools.
"Truly?" he said, wary that the sadist was just
playing with him.
"Truly." Was the reply.
"Fine then,"
Ryoma mumbled. "It's buchou."
"What? No Kunimitsu?"
"I
broke up with him." He said.
The only sound he heard come out
of the others mouth was "Saa." The two sat in silence for what
seemed like forever to Ryoma, till he said to his senpai, "What are
you trying to gain by staying here ... You know I'm not going to
tell you any thing more."
"Saa but what kind of a friend would
I be if I didn't help you through tough times?" Fuji replied.
"One who doesn't understand his friends, you know I'm not
the type to burden other people with my problems."
"Aah but
talking about your problems often helps you get over them, so why
don't you? You won't be burdening me by telling me."
"Whatever."
Ryoma said and stubbornly shut his mouth.
"Echizen, quit being
stubborn I just want to help you get over this."
"Why though
... being my friend isn't enough of a reason to help me."
"Aah
but it should be Echizen. Friends were created to help friends."
The smiling boy said.
"Well I think it's stupid." The
younger middle-schooler mumbled.
"Saa … Echizen that's
merely the facts of life." Fuji chuckled. Ryoma started to shift
away from him when his eyes opened suddenly.
"What are you
going to do," he said wary.
"Saa I just had a realisation."
Fuji replied.
"About what?" he said, "It had better not
have anything to do with me." He mumbled to himself.
"Aa …
about your little predicament." Was the reply.
"What could you
possibly realise about my predicament? You don't even know
what it is other than the fact that I broke up with Tezuka."
"Saa,"
he chuckled. "I know how I can get you to tell me …"
"Oh
hell no … what is it."
"I think I'm going to talk to Oishi
now." Fuji chuckled.
"No no no no! No way in the world,"
Ryoma said. Fuji was amused that the tennis prodigy was showing him
so much emotion. Most of the time the biggest reaction that anyone
could get from the boy was a smirk and his typical "Mada mada dane"
comment, today the boy was yelling at him to stop and crying in his
presence. Ryoma stayed silent and rested his head on his knees. "Just
give me a moment to get my head around the situation please."
Fuji
chuckled "Of course Echizen … tell me when you're ready."
'That is another thing he's never done to a person in public …
I've never seen Echizen Ryoma use the word please' He settled
down to wait for Ryoma's response.
After a
moment Ryoma mumbled. "Damn Monkey King."
"Saa whats this
about Atobe-san?"
"I told you I'd tell you right? …
Buchou was making out with the Monkey King in the clubroom earlier, I
saw him and broke up with him."
"After only one time?"
"Nope he's done it before."
Now that I know your every move You're just so
predictable
How
you gonna hide baby what you gonna do
Now that somebody knows the
truth
About you and how you're just so
In every way
I want you to know I know your
game
It's so unbelievable
How you never change
You won't
get away
With loving me
You're just so predictable (End of
Song)
"Saa,
that's not good of Tezuka at all … doesn't he realise that a
boyfriend isn't something he should take for granted?"
Ryoma
merely grunted in reply.
"I think that a person like you
definitely shouldn't be taken for granted."
"Huh? What do
you mean Fuji-senpai?"
"Even though you hide behind your
attitude, underneath it is a normal human being who only wants to
belong."
"No ones ever looked so deeply into me … not
even," his voice cracked and he whined "Kunimitsu," tears began
to fall out of his eyes again and his head fell on to Fuji's
shoulder. Fuji just wrapped his arm around the boy and allowed his
shirt to become stained with tears.
Ryoma
cried until no more tears came out. Fuji merely comforted him until
he stopped. "Are you alright now?" he asked.
"I- I th-
think s-s-so," he stuttered. "I should be soon."
"Do you
want other people to see you like this?" Fuji asked suddenly,
looking at his watch.
"No!" The boy yelped.
"Then come
with me." He said pulling Ryoma off his butt.
"Fuji-senpai
where are you taking me?" he asked, extremely confused.
"An
empty classroom" he said pulling him towards the photography club's
room.
"Okay," he said meekly, not really noticing Fuji's
hand in his own.
Ryoma
collapsed onto the nearest chair as soon as he and Fuji entered the
room. "Senpai? Did you really mean that you'd play a match with
me at full strength?" he asked as Fuji walked up to one of the
desks, admiring a camera that a student had left there. Ironically it
was a Fuji.
"Of course Echizen," He chuckled "Because I
think I'm starting to like you,"
Ryoma sighed when Fuji
admitted this "Why now? Couldn't that statement have waited until
I got over Tezuka?"
"No because you need someone to comfort
you … and getting together with me you'll be able to get revenge
on Tezuka." He replied.
"I really don't know." Ryoma
mumbled. "I really need some time to think over what I want to do."
"If you say yes I promise you I won't be unfaithful," the
tensai truthfully answered. "I'll love you as long as you want
me,"
I won't hurt you And baby I will understand if sometimes
I'll protect
you
I won't let the rain fall down
I'll always be
around
You just
want to spread your wings and fly
And let your colours shine
And
everyday I wanna be a risk you take
Make a promise that will never
break for life
"Senpai,"
Ryoma whined. "Why?"
"I just want you to know that I'll
always be here to support you."
"I've
– I've gotta go," he moved to get up.
Fuji reached out to
grab Ryoma's wrist "Wait Echizen!" he shouted
"I'm
really sorry I brought this upon you, but please just give me a
chance."
All of a sudden Ryoma collapsed on the floor with a
sob. "This is too much," he complained, "Why Kunimitsu?"
Fuji's eyes opened in confusion.
"Oh Echizen," he sighed
crouching down next to the teary eyed boy. "I'm sure you haven't
gotten over Tezuka yet."
"Fuji-senpai why would he do this to
me? Aren't I good enough?" he stuttered.
"You're more than
good enough Echizen, Tezuka's just a fool."
"Th- Thank you
Fuji-senpai … for being with me," Ryoma mumbled quietly.
"Saa
… it's nothing Echizen, I don't want to force myself onto you,
unless you want it yourself." He replied opening his eyes.
"Remember, you can trust your friends with your problems, never
think that they are a burden to us."
"okay then," he said
meekly. "I'll remember that … I'm sorry I wet your shirt,"
Fuji shrugged "It's nothing," he replied, "It'll just
go in the wash anyway,"
They sat
in silence for a while until Ryoma mumbled, "Your eyes are a really
pretty colour." The only response was a chuckle. 'saa I didn't
realise my eyes were still open' Fuji thought as he turned to look
at the other boy's red rimmed eye's. 'How can someone look like
such a beauty even after they've just finished crying? Echizen is
purely a fallen angel.'
"No I'm not," the object of his
thoughts mumbled.
"Saa Echizen did I voice my thoughts out
loud? Whoops," he said in a cheery tone.
"Why are you so
happy all the time?" Ryoma asked, "How come that smile never
leaves your face?"
"Saa It's better to be happy then sad,"
he replied, "Smiles are infectious ... even though I seem to be
sadistical at times" He ignored the snort that came from Ryoma "I
still like to see smiles on people's faces. I enjoy being the
person who brings peoples faces alight with the joy of living. This
is why I don't like seeing you sad, as you are now." He said,
with a wistful stare out of the only window in the room.
You're my butterfly
Don't fly
away, open my hands your free
Praying you'll come back to
me
You're my butterfly
Don't fly away
You're my
reality
Always be my gravity
You're my butterfly
Come on
and touch the sky
You're my butterfly
"Wow
Fuji-senpai … that's really deep," Ryoma said, almost
enthralled by the image of beauty that Fuji created when he was
standing by the window with his eyes open.
"Is it Echizen? I
guess it is" he turned and faced the broken hearted tennis prodigy,
"Saa Echizen … do you know why I like you?"
"Should I?"
he asked, looking at the older boy in confusion.
"I guess not,"
he chuckled.
"So go on and tell me ... get it over and done
with." Ryoma sighed when he didn't continue.
"Saa ... I
like you because you aren't afraid to be different ... because you
don't really care what people think ... you act the way you want
to, rather than how people want you to act"
Ryoma looked away
from Fuji's face. The stare that they were sharing was too intense
for him. "che … whatever"
"That's exactly my point,"
"And?"
"I want you to consider going out with me
again!"
"Why though … it's pointless,"
"Not if you
want to give Tezuka your revenge! I'm pretty sure the thing with
Atobe was only a one off thing! Him and Akutagawa-san are an item
last I heard,"
"Really? I can get revenge on Tezuka by
getting together with you" he asked in confusion,
"Yep …
didn't you hear me before?"
"I guess not …" Ryoma
concluded. "I think I'm willing to give this a go."
"Great!
Wanna kiss to seal the deal?" Fuji asked.
He looked down "Um
… I don't know … should we?"
"I think so," he said a
bit cheerfully for Ryoma's liking.
"Sure why not … I'll
probably eventually get over him anyway."
Fuji
leaned towards Ryoma and their lips met. Ryoma felt a spark ignite
between them and pulled away. "Did you feel that?"
"Yep! We
belong together!!" he said and Ryoma looked at him in disbelief
"you're kidding right?"
"About what?"
"The
whole belonging together thing?"
"No … not really," he
said looking at the tennis prodigy with opened eyes. "Can't you
tell?"
"Looking at your eyes I can," Ryoma shrugged "You
wanna go? We could go get burgers or something…"
I won't forget you And baby do you know that everybody watches Every
day the feeling's gonna be the same
Or neglect
you
Won't let no-one take your place
In your eyes I see my
face
Every time
that you take flight
They're blinded by your light
I can promise that will
never change for life.
"Yep
… lets go … I'll just go get my stuff out of my locker!" he
grabbed Ryoma's hand and dragged him out of the room.
"Hey!
Give me warning before you do that!" Ryoma protested light
heartedly.
"Ok!"
From the school entrance Tezuka stood watching Ryoma being pulled towards where he was standing. 'You've already moved on … I still love you Ryoma. Why I did the things I did to you I don't know. I guess we were never meant to be. I only want you to be happy. After all people think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go'
A/N: I've found my calling in life … well more like my main genre of writing … I seem to have a knack for writing angst!!! So yeah … Along with being my first song-fic this is also my longest so far that I've written in one chapter!!!! This is dedicated to Little Miss Angsty!!! Happy Belated Birthday … so very very sorry this took me so long!! Here's your present finally!!! Please tell me what you think … was it any good!?!
