" i can't do this Finn... Not again... Not after what happened with Quinn. That was the final straw... We can't keep doing this Finn... We can't keep hurting each other..."

"Rach, please... I know i shouldn't have lied... I thought i was protecting you... i really did... I see now i was only hurting you... I've grown from my mistakes... I never should have lied to you, i know but please... one more chance Rachel... I can't live my life without you... If there's no Finchel... There's no Finn... One more chance Rach, one more chance... please"

" I-I can't Finn, it hurts too much... I have to go... Please stop calling... Goodbye."

As i put the phone down i feel like crawling into my bed and dying. That was it. It was over. No more Finchel. No more us. How did we get here? How did we become such a mess? We had one little argument... A little disagreement about New York and he ran into the arms of Quinn flipping Fabray! Why her? Every single time we have the slightest bit of trouble he runs into the arms of another women... Not this time. Rachel Berry is worth more than that, and now that I'm moving to new york i will be even stronger! Kurt, Blaine and I will be perfectly fine on our own... One less mouth to feed i guess and less time needed to protect my heart and focus on my career. It's going to be AMAZING! 4 days to goooo !

I woke up the next morning with tear stained eyes. i had cried myself to sleep curled up in my bed singing along to funny girl... I can't remember when i feel asleep but i remember watching the movie at least 4 times... i just left it on repeat... I didn't want to face the day... I had to be at the mall by 12 to meet Kurt, he said i needed a new "I don't need Finn Hudson, i have a dream and a Kurt" outfit and i TOTALLY agreed but it was going to take at least 2 hours to get myself back up to standard so i got up, had a a shower, did my hair, put on my clothes, pink sweater and skinny jeans (My style had changed a lot since senior year) and jumped in my car ready to face the day Berry style!

When i reached the mall i went to meet Kurt in Starbucks... I needed caffeine! There blowing bubbles into his mug like a big kid while punching numbers into his iphone was none other than Kurt Hummel - Future star and I'm proud to say my best friend...

"Well, Well, Well, if it isn't Mr Kurt Elizabeth Hummel"

I giggled as i sat at the the table behind my pre-ordered caramel latte...

"Miss Rachel Berry, I was just about to call you... where the hell have you been?"

"Argh... Just been one of those mornings... my hair was doing this weird pouffy thing and i was still drained from my late night phone call with Finn... He just doesn't understand that it's over i guess..."

"Well on a happier note" He smiled as he stared into my eyes, " I have to admit I'm loving the outfit today... Highly approved compared to the NOT so sexy, school girl, librarian SHREEK..." He began to silently clap his hands... HAHA Kurt very funny...

"OI! It was cute... But yeah... I've grown from that... Grown from being silly... And grown from Finn Hudson!

"YOU GO GIRL!"

We giggled. Ok we didn't exactly giggle... We snorted.

"Now listen to me when i say this. Just because that Neanderthal is my step brother DON'T YOU DARE for one minute think that i am on his side! When it comes down to it, YOU'RE MY GIRL! He's the one that broke YOUR heart so don't think hes getting ANY type of sympathy from me!" I love Kurt... He always knows the right things to say to me...

"Kurt i love you... So much... I really don't know what i'd do or be without you..."

I grinned as i leant across the table wrapping my arms around him as a tear (a happy tear, but a tear none the less) began to roll down my cheek that i wiped away as i leaned back into my seat and took a swig of my latte. I couldn't believe that in 3 DAYS me and Kurt would be in New york with his hunk of a boyfriend...

I returned home with Kurt to pack my newly purchased items in my suitcase to find a note stuck to my front door.

"Rach, I need to see you, please call me... :( xxx"

Only one person has EVER called me Rach and i did not want to see them right now... so i screwed up the piece of paper, threw it in the trash and proceeded to my bedroom to find another pink note stuck to my window...

"I know you screwed up the note, just like i screwed up our relationship but please call me... i need you... I am NOTHING without you Miss Rachel Barbara Berry, I love you more than i've ever loved anyone in my life Rach. Please. xxxxxx"

The paper begin to become stained with my tears as the rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably. What am I supposed to do now?

Authors note: Hi, so this is my first ever fanfic so i have no idea what i'm doing... i hope you liked this though... i have the next chapter ready so once i get some reviews for this chapter (what you liked and what you didn't) i'll edit it and upload it... only if you want me to though... i think this story could go really far so please review let me know what you think... Thanks :)