I Kissed A Girl
Chapter 1
Hidden Feelings
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Peytons P.O.V
" Hey, Peyton wait up chicka," I heard Brooke yell from across the quad.
I stopped where I was and turned just in time to see her jump on me, wrapping me in a giant friendly hug.
" Uh, Brooke you weigh a ton," I said jokingly as we released each other.
" Look who's talkin' P. Sawyer," she replied playfully poking me in the stomach.
I stood there looking at her for a minute wanting to ask her the question that has been practically bursting from me since I realized how I felt about my best friend, Brooke. My beautiful, strong, independent, spirited, happy best friend.
" What's up P. Sawyer? What's with the glum face?" Brooke said waving her hand in front of my face.
" Well I-I just... I just wanted... W-well I-I was just wondering...," I rambled stupidly.
" Yes?" Brooke said trying to force the question out of me.
" Well I...," I sighed changing my tactics. " I was just wondering if you could give me a ride to the party tonight?"
Brooke smiled her heart crushing smile and said, " W-w-well of course silly."
Leave it up to Brooke to brush my nervousness off by making fun of me. I started to pout because of how stupid I felt but more than that I was hurt because she was making fun of me.
I guess she saw my pout because she wrapped her arm around my neck and said, " Oh come on Peyton. Ya know I was just kidding."
" Yea, I know," I sighed like I was just messing around.
Brooke flashed another smile at me then suddenly released me and ran over to Lucas, jumping on him and kissing him in front of everyone.
I sighed to myself once more. ' What is wrong with me? She's my best friend!' I thought as I watched Brooke and Lucas make out. ' Stupid friendship.'
I had had enough of them so I yelled, " Hey Brooke I'm gonna go home and get ready."
She waved her hand behind her in acknowledgment. So I left her to make out with her boyfriend, passing through the quad and parking lot quickly I got into my car and started it. I noticed something rolling down the side of my cheek and realized that it was a tear. I was crying for Brooke.
Brookes P.O.V.
I felt bad about just leaving Peyton by herself but I couldn't help it. My boyfriend was waiting for me and I really didn't want to make him suspicious of my true feelings that didn't reside for him but for that beautiful blond that was walking away, probably disgusted, Peyton.
I know it's sick of me to think of my best friend like that but I can't help it. She has been with me for basically my whole life, and I've been there for her through all those break-ups. Through the death of her mom. Through everything. It's been hard to hide the feelings that I've had since freshman year when we kissed on accident. But I think I've done a good job.
Lucas's voice brought me sharply back to reality, " It's good to see you to babe."
I smiled at him, a fake smile, and said, " Yeah, I've missed you."
It wasn't a total lie, Lucas was my best guy friend, and I had missed him.
" Glad to see you haven't lost your enthusiasm," he said leaning in for another kiss.
I smiled at him then turned my head away when he tried to kiss me again. The guilt that had been building up was about to burst so I released Lucas and stepped back away from him.
" Well I have to go get ready for the party tonight. So I'll see you later," I said quickly trying to get away.
" Hold on a sec," he said grabbing my wrist to stop me. " Do you need a ride tonight?"
" No," I said quickly. Then added, " I already told Pey I would give her a ride," when I saw the hurt expression that was forming on his face.
His eyes immediately became understanding and he said, " Oh ok well then I'll see you at the party. Love ya babe."
I smoothly twisted out of his grasp and yelled, " Uh-huh," as I raced to my car.
I noticed immediately that Peyton's car was missing. ' Of course. She did say she was going home...' I thought a little disappointed.
Starting the car I spent the drive home thinking about the one person I wanted most but would probably never have.
well thats the first chappy so tell me what you think in reviews. if you want of course. i mean its not an order or anything... until next time
-Death