A Mourning Death

By Annette Samuels

My son- his body wounded unto death

His mangled corpse returned to me.

The pain and havoc caused by him

Has met him in the end. Oh Father of Hell

Take my son- your devout servant

He has served you well. My mourning cloak swept aside

For the stance of battle- my tears exchanged

For the blood of mine enemy.

To my lair I shall return, until that time

When my son's killer seeks me out-

His next victim. I know he shall come.

The debt is still unsettled, the blood of my son

Not yet avenged, waiting for when he,

His killer, has paid with his own life-blood.

Let this friend of the king be my pending wergild-

Though his blood not near the worth of my son's.

Let the head of Aeschere be his beacon for battle-

The horn echoing across the land

It will be the signal for his foreboding death

I will display the head of my child's slayer

As I have brandished this Danish warrior's.

His arm will be ripped from his flesh, as was my son's.

The life-blood in him, spilt for his transgressions

His remains crushed in the dust of my path.

Alas, there he is, at the brink of the pool

On the verge of his fall.

I implore of my ancestor Cain, blood our connection,

To beseech his master, He who prevails over Darkness

To grant me victory over this warrior of Geats.

Let his mythic strength be no match to a daughter of Cain.

Let my pending victory be penitence for my son's failure.

His sword is no match to me.

Yet his strength is power beyond my knowledge

This prince of Geats has disillusioned me

Alas- he has thwarted me

His mail impenetrable against my knife-blow.

Spare me, Lord of Under.

The death I have dealt to others

Has come to meet me in the end.

Let me go to join my son and fathers-

To join my ancestor Cain and my liege.

Master of darkness, take me in,

Let my failure not cloud my standing.

Will my shadow of failure haunt me for eternity?

I sway on the brink of death- its fall my bliss

I am dead- my deed forever fragmented

With sword not of man's, but of giants wielding,

The warrior of Geats deals his last blow

The underlings of Hell take me! Agony payeth agony...