It's complicated
Rating: uh… I don't know… can anyone help me out here?... *slapped by the readers*
Summary: She doesn't use to be like that, at least until what happened 2 years ago…
Warning: sebxfem!Ciel... if you dont like... then dont read it... easy right?
A/N: hi there my beautifull and handsome readers! this is my third fic! please do enjoy it~ and for your information this was re-uploaded... because when i read this story on this site.. there was alot.. and when i mean alot... there like ALOT of errors... so i decided to delete and re-upload it... hopefully it doenst have any more errors... and... if theres still some errors... than forgive me... because english is not my mother language
and so! please enjoy the first chapter of "It's Complicated"
=CHAPTER 1=
It was twelve in the midnight, the room was silent. And the only thing that could be heard from the room was the steady breathing of a young woman around 24 years old.
KNOCK KNOCK
There was a soft knock on her door, after hearing the knock on her door her eyes immediately shot open and she grunted.
KNOCK KNO—
"Yes, I'm already awake. Please wait" said the bluis-grey haired girl. She sighed and sat on the edge of her bed. She took out her boots from under the bed and immediately put them on, she sighed again. Why would anyone want to bother her on her day off? It's her day off for gods sake!
She stood up and walked in front of the mirror and sink. She took her tooth brush and tooth paste and started to brush her teeth. After that she gave a few splashes of water on her face and dry it with a towel, and of course last but not least she adjusted her rather messy hair.
As she finished cleaning her self up. She walked infront of the door while mumbling somethings like 'this better be important' and something like that. She pressed the button that was beside her door and the door slide open automaticly. And the first thing she saw as the door open wide was the trainee agent. Ronald Knox.
"What's the meaning of waking me in the middle of the night? And not to mention on my day off as well! Are you here just to ask some questions for the field test?" barked the very pissed off Ciel.
"No ma'am, I'm not here for that" Ciel's eyebrow's twitched.
"Then what?" she spatted coldly and intimidatingly.
"W-well… I-I was here.. becau—"
"Well? Speak up! Your not a ten year old! Is this what they teach to the trainee's nowadays?"
"S-sorry ma'am…" no matter how much he tried he could never set aside his fear for the one and only Ciel phantomhive…. She was just… too scary…
"Well?" Ronald took a deep breath before he said ''I was here to tell you that Mr. Tanaka needs to see right away ma'am" Ron gulped..
"For what?" Ciel asks.
"If I remembered correctly he was talking about something for you next mission…" Ron said, and saw the blue cerulean eyes that belonged to Ciel widden. 'Next mission' she hasn't heard that for 2 years and it made her a little bit nervous althought she'll never admit that.
"Where is Mr. Tanaka at? Uh…. What's your name?"
"It's Ronald Knox ma'am… And Mr. Tanaka is in the conference room" with that she left Ron all alone, and he was quite shocked by how rude his senior acted. She didn't even said a simple 'thank you' or something for the information. The trainee watched his senior walk in the empty hall and being swallowed by the elevator. Right after she was out of sight the trainee sighed so loud that it echoud through out the empty hall.
"if she wasn't so temperamental and not older than me by 4 years I would totally hit on her!" it was againts Ron policy to date someone older than him "Such a shame~ someone as beautiful as her is as scary as a bear…. Hahahahahah!" Ronald laughed at his own joke.
After a moment of laughing he noticed something, Ciel forgot to close her door. Since Ronald is a nice kid he decided to close her door. His fingers was about to touch the button beside the door, when his eyes accidentally took a look inside her room. He couldn't see much but one thing is for sure, besides her desk everything was really clean and spacious. Ronald was taken by his curiosity, and the next thing he noticed he was checking out Ciel's room.
He was mentally scolding himself for his his uncontrolable curiosity, he didn't want to this but he couldn't help himself. Besides it was Ciel's fault for letting her room opened like that. His eyes suddenly noticed the two photo frames that was on her night stand. He walked towards the nightstand and examine the two photos carefully, the first photo was a picture of Ciel, her hair was slightly shorter and she looked younger so Ronald thought that it was taken few years ago. There was nothing much from the photo, but the thing that was bothering Ronald that the fact Ciel was smilling, it wasn't a big smile, it was just a normal smile. And she was with his other two seniors, the one on the left side of the photo was his tanned skin senior with the name BJ, and beside BJ was his brownish-gold blonde senior Justin Moore, beside him was Ciel, and on the right side of the photo was a man that Ronald doesn't recognize and that he assumed was Ciel's boy friend. Because the second photo was her and that guyagain sitting together.
But he pushed the thought away as far as he could. There's no way the scary Ciel Phantomhive have's a boyfriend! NO WAY! Even the single thought about it made Ronald shiver.
The blonde trainee was so focused looking around the room that he didn't notice footsteps getting near to the door.
"Yo! Ciel its rare for ya to let your room widely opened like that are ya cleanin' or somethin—What the hell? Ronald knox WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING INSIDE CIEL'S ROOM?" BJ shouted in horror.
"U-uh well… Mr. Tanaka told me too call Ms. Ciel to the conference room for something about her next mission… and well after I told her that Mr. Tanaka is in the conference room she just left like that with out even closing her door…. And I was going to close it! Honestly! But my curiousity got the better of me… and here you see me now…" He explained innocently.
"Say what now?..." BJ's jaw dropped. "She didn't close her freakin' door?" Ron nodded and BJ laughed while muttering something about how childish Ciel is sometimes.
"Haahahah! Your just to honest kid! Hahaha… even so that was stupid of her to do such a thing! She must be pissed off to no end to forgot to close her room door hahahaha!" BJ laughed again and seeing his senior laugh like that he couldn't help but laugh as well even though he knows that it isnt polite. Ciel's room was filled with laughter, sadly the laughing had to stop, because the owner of the room is back. And she's not happy at all.
"You two better have a great explanation of why the both of you are inside my room" she hissed, BJ sweatdropped, and Ron could only gulp his nervousness 'I'm totally dead' he thought.
"Awww~ c'mon Ciel~ Chill out a bit would ya?... Ronnie here was going to close your door because you forgot to close it when you left to see Mr. Tanaka… he was gonna push the button but I startled him so he falls inside your room … and I helped him get up… and we joked around abit…. Is that so wrong?" he lied to Ciel to cover for the blond trainee, atleast it wasn't a 100% lie… right? Ciel's eyebrow twitched and a faint blush appeared on her face for her stupidness.
"If you two don't want to get killed by me… get out of my room… NOW!" the two immediately got out of her room . "Awww c'mon Ciel don't be so serious all the time~" BJ tried to be cute but failed, and only got a very cold glare from Ciel.. Bj was going to say something again but before he could Ciel pressed the button beside her door and it automaticly closed and locked it self. BJ sighed and gave a small pat on Ronalds shoulder and signaled him to come with him.
"Want somethin' to eat?" BJ asked and ron nodded… He was starving he didn't got the chance to eat because of all the task that his mentor gave him. And so they went to the cafeteria
Their walk to the cafeteria was silent, in the elevator BJ to decided to end the silentness. "Hey Knox… Don't mind Ciel .. kay? She's always like that when someone distubrs her on her day off."
"But she doesn't need to be so scary all the time… I cant even talk like a normal person around her… she's terrifying I tell you!" BJ raised and eyebrow was Ciel that scary like everybody says? , maybe he was used to Ciel's temperamental emotion so it wasn't a really big deal.. they known each other since Ciel was eight and he was eleven. Suddenly he remembered something.
"Say Knox… what date is today?" BJ asked…
"I think its twenty something sir" Ronald asked hesitantly because his seniors face was serious.
"I see…" BJ frowned. "Uhh.. is there something wrong sir?" Ron asked curiously… oh Ronnie dear have you ever heard the saying 'Curiousity killed the cat'? honestly….
"It's almost that time again…"
"huh?" Ronald was confused alright… and I bet you readers are too… I think… ._."
"What do you mean sir?" Ronald said as they got out from the elevator and entered the cafeteria.
"How about we sit down and order some food… then we'll talk about it.." Ron gave a nod although he really wants to know it … like now!
Both of them sat down and ordered their food. They were silent awaiting for their food to come. Ronald didn't dare to ask for some reason he doesn't know. Minutes has passed and finally their food arrived. And BJ started.
"So… Knox… as I was saying… Back then Ciel wasn't like what you see today" he said as he took a big bite out of his pizza.
"Don't tell me.. she was actually kind? Friendly? Not rude all the time? Smiles to her underclassmen?" Ronald said all in one breath and BJ could only laugh..
"woaaa slow down there! Hahaha! And naaah~… she's always been like that…. Literally…"
"I don't get a single word your saying to me sir!" Ronald pouted.
"Al right alright… just put this aside… hahaha…" like any good underclassmen ronald agreed to put that aside, the talking had to stop for a while for them to enjoy their rather heavy midnight snack. It took them 15 minutes to finish their food.
"Aaaah~ that hit the spot! I didn't eat all day…" Ron said cheerfully as he rubbed his stomach
"You'll just get sick if you keep on doing that Knox… by the way… when you were snoopin' around Ciel's room…. Did you… see the two photo frames on her nightstand?..." BJ asked carefully.
"uh… yeah… the first photo I saw, there was you, Ms. Ciel, Mr. Justin, and a guy that i…. think is Ciel's boyfriends since the other one was her and that guy…" Ronald shivered again at the very thought. BJ suddenly laughed and they were the center of attention..
"Sir you should lower your voice… people are staring at us now!"
"Hahahaha… haha… haha.. haaa… I'm sorry it just so funny I can help but laugh" BJ continue his laughing session.
"So they aren't? … don't tell me their siblings?"
"Hell no! and no! but they were always like brother and sister… but then... aaah but who knows…"
"And what does this have to do with her temperamental attitude?"
"Honestly kid… you're better off being a researcher than being an agent with your type of curiousness"
"Naaaah~ I'd prefer being an agent, because the ladies like cool guys! Haaha" BJ rolled his eyes "Now! Please continue the story mommy~" Ron said as if he was a three year old boy getting a bed night story from his mother.
"You little brat… don't you dare call me mommy!"
"Aww c'mon I was onlly kidding BJ sir… please continue…" Ronald said cheerfully and BJ could only sigh at the very behaviour of his underclassmen..
"hm… you are very well aware that most of the agents here… used to be unlucky kids right?"
"huh?" Ron was trying to get what was BJ talking .. "O-ooh… yeah I know… my father told me that when I decided to become an agent like him three years ago.." said the twenty year old blondie. "And I was quite surprised that my father was one of those kids as well… I never thought that he was a homeless child...…"
"heh… agent Knox eh?... he used to be my mentor you know!... atleast until…" BJ trailed of not wanting to remember his mentor's death.. "I'm sorry kid…"
"It's fine sir…" Ronald smiled sadly.. "if I remember correctly…" Ron started changing the subject.. "There were two types of 'unlucky kids' as you said… is that right sir?..."
"Yes exactly… they were either homeless children that lives in the cold streets… or nobles that was unfortunate …"
"when you mean by unfortunate… does that mean… their family was killed or something like that?"
"good guess…" BJ took a sip from his coffee "And Ciel used to be one… of those nobles…"
"What happened to her family?"
"Ever heard a company named Funtom co.?"
"not really… but … I think when I was little I heard my father talking about how famous the Funtom co. was…"
"Well.. if you must know.. her parents… they were killed when Ciel was only a innocent eight year old girl… and the house was burnt down… the culprits was never known… even until now.."
"I… I feel sorry for her… it must hurt a lot… loosing everything in such a young age…"
"well yeah… mee to… everyone here in this place have their own sad stories… even, the most succesfull agent do have them.." BJ smiled sadly as he remembers his past.
"now I get it why she's always so temperamental like that… "
"well that's not the only reason kid… "
"then whats the other one?"
"hm…. If I remember correctly it was a rainy day… 16 years ago…" and so the story begins.
TO BE CONTINUED
A/N: so what do you think? was it good? i hope so~ once again i'm sorry if there is still some errors... Please RnR maybe it'll make me a better fic author *smiles* ... and of course if you guys RnR i would totally apreciate it! and i'll give you kisses and hugs~ hehehe~
oh yes, if anyone of you guys are reading my first fic "Kuro at school" i apologize for the really-really slow updates... 2 weeks a go i just finished doing the mid term exams and i was gonna write the 5th chapter... but... i dont have a single idea for the chapter... and that how i got an idea for this fic!... but stil... if you guys want to give some ideas i would really love it!
there is nothing left that i want to say... see you all in the next chapter~ dont forget to RnR~
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