PROLOGUE
I should've known it was going to end like this. I guess, in the back of my mind, I've always known. Everyone dies eventually, and that's never going to change. You can't cheat Death, and you most certainly can't avoid it. I'm just surprised that I died so young and so… painfully. I always thought that my death would be painless, but I was so wrong. I feel as if I'm surrounded by fire; the feeling burns my skin, but I just can't scream. No words can come out because of the unbearable pain. It hurts so much, and I just want it to end, but I know it won't. Death has finally won. I am finished, so as I die I will once again fade into the nothingness that I came from.
The worst part about this is that no one even cares. I'm nothing to the world but a pawn. My parents don't care, the cops don't care, and neither does God. God has turned His back on me. He could have saved me, but He didn't. I gave Him everything I could ever give Him. I gave God my love, my prayer, my trust, and my soul. What did He give to me in return? Death. Pain. Suffering. Why didn't God try to save me? Was it because I didn't deserve it? Or could it be that he doesn't exist? Well, either way it doesn't matter anymore. I'm dead, plain and simple. It's kind of ironic, actually. I never thought that I was going to die that day. In fact, a couple of seconds before my beautiful death, I was talking to my friend about my future; about how I would like the rest of my life to be. Who would have thought after a couple of seconds I would not have a future? HAHAHAHAHA! Oh! Such beautiful irony indeed! I have no future, for my existence has finally come to an end. I never even saw it coming! What a joke! HAHAHAHA! Talk about a killer punch line! Ha!
What seemed like a boring day became exciting in the end. I didn't expect anything to happen! Why? Because I'm human, of course! We all are! We don't wake up in the morning and expect Death to come to us. It's just. Not. Normal. Of course, everyone thinks about dying once in a while. If someone out in this disgusting world doesn't think about that, then they are crazy! Off their rocker! Completely nuts!
Oh! But enough about me, let's talk about you. More specifically, let's talk about why you're reading this. Don't think that I don't know, because I do. You're curious. You want to know how I died, don't you? Of course you do! It must have been something traumatic to cause me to be mentally unstable. That is what you are thinking isn't it? ISN'T IT!? You think that the cause of my death has pushed me towards the brink of insanity! I'm right, aren't I? I usually am. But let me tell you something! I'm not insane! Why would I be? No, no, no, no, no! I am normal, I am stable! It's all of you! The rest of the world! You're the crazy ones! I know you are! Don't worry though! It's okay, it's okay, it's OKAY! When you finally hear my story, you'll understand everything! You will get a new… perspective. Yeah. You will finally see things my way. The right way. The normal way. You don't believe me? HA! Just keep on reading. Soon you will see, see, see! But I must warn you! Curiosity killed the reader. HAHA! Do you get it? Do you get my joke? HAHAHAHA! I'm so funny! I just kill myself! Oh, don't worry I haven't forgotten you! After all, you're my protégé! I need you to understand so you can start the rebellion against all of those simpleton civilians! SO! Without further ado! My life story! You will see! Hahaha! I really hope you enjoy yourself. Oh, and don't forget to smile…