Disclaimer Note: I do not own any of the characters, they are all from the
OC. And some of the ideas are based from the last episode (episode 17; The
Revival) this is what Marissa is what I imagine Marissa would be feeling
Thoughts of the broken
Ryan. Oliver.
Truth. Hate. Deceit.
These feelings are all swirling around.
I just don't understand why Ryan hates Oliver so much.
Can't he see? Can't he see that Oliver is the only person who actually kind knows what I'm going through? Why can't they just be friends?
Why does Ryan always have to go behind my back and try to find the answers out himself when he could just ask me?
He broke my trust.
They say without trust there is no love.
Then why do I find myself loving him even so?
Oliver is always there for me right when I need it.
He is becoming to be closer to me than Summer.
Maybe if Summer wasn't stuck in her dream with Seth Cohen then she would still be my best friend.
It's like she doesn't even care about me anymore.
It's all about Seth this and Seth that. Haha Seth is so funny.
Can't she see that I'm broken?
Can't Ryan understand how I feel?
Can't Oliver just back off a little bit?
I went from being rich, and popular, to the girl whose dad lost all his money and she oded over the summer.
Great reputation.
I can't believe that Ryan punched Oliver.
He probably was just getting all jealous again.
I wish there was a way that I could prove to him that he is the only one I love.
But now I just want to forget about Ryan.
He hurt me.
He broke our trust.
He broke me.
He told me he loved me.
He told me he'd always be there for me.
I told him I loved him.
I told him I would always love him.
Why did he have to freak the moment Oliver shows up?
Oliver is the sweetest guy I know, other than Ryan.
Ryan knows how to touch me, what to say, how to make me feel better and just really make me feel loved.
But Oliver, Oliver is so sincere and able to talk to me about anything.
I wish Ryan would open up to me like that.
Maybe then things wouldn't have had to come to this.]
"Yes. My parents got divorced, my dad went bankrupt, and I OD'd" - Marissa from the OC
Thoughts of the broken
Ryan. Oliver.
Truth. Hate. Deceit.
These feelings are all swirling around.
I just don't understand why Ryan hates Oliver so much.
Can't he see? Can't he see that Oliver is the only person who actually kind knows what I'm going through? Why can't they just be friends?
Why does Ryan always have to go behind my back and try to find the answers out himself when he could just ask me?
He broke my trust.
They say without trust there is no love.
Then why do I find myself loving him even so?
Oliver is always there for me right when I need it.
He is becoming to be closer to me than Summer.
Maybe if Summer wasn't stuck in her dream with Seth Cohen then she would still be my best friend.
It's like she doesn't even care about me anymore.
It's all about Seth this and Seth that. Haha Seth is so funny.
Can't she see that I'm broken?
Can't Ryan understand how I feel?
Can't Oliver just back off a little bit?
I went from being rich, and popular, to the girl whose dad lost all his money and she oded over the summer.
Great reputation.
I can't believe that Ryan punched Oliver.
He probably was just getting all jealous again.
I wish there was a way that I could prove to him that he is the only one I love.
But now I just want to forget about Ryan.
He hurt me.
He broke our trust.
He broke me.
He told me he loved me.
He told me he'd always be there for me.
I told him I loved him.
I told him I would always love him.
Why did he have to freak the moment Oliver shows up?
Oliver is the sweetest guy I know, other than Ryan.
Ryan knows how to touch me, what to say, how to make me feel better and just really make me feel loved.
But Oliver, Oliver is so sincere and able to talk to me about anything.
I wish Ryan would open up to me like that.
Maybe then things wouldn't have had to come to this.]
"Yes. My parents got divorced, my dad went bankrupt, and I OD'd" - Marissa from the OC