Not so monstrous
summary: Kate witness a side of a certain wolf she never would have guessed existed
and after words decides to have some fun
Kate cursed herself as she ,with surprising grace shoved herself into the nearest dusty closet of the Hale manner she could find . She come to instigate at first, but finding Derek out had decided to look apone the ruins of what was once a tall standing and moderately well kept building
why Derek still lived in the burnt to a crisp dump was beyond her.. shed left the door open just a crack not enough to give away her position but enough to give her a visual of the room outside of it. Soft foot falls echoed through the house as Derek hale trudged his way up the stairs to the small piano room
Kate let a smirk grace her lips and quietly pulled out her gun, the element of surprise all hers as Derek came into her line of vision but as she was about to throw herself from the closet and fire with the aim of a pro, something gave her pause this wasn't the Derek shed seen only days before instead of cool and carefree way he seemed to always have about him, he almost dragged himself in the room he looked tired and depressed with a mixed expressionism of pain and sorrow that she was sure few people had been graced with seeing. He sighed heavily and let his coat slid from his shoulders to semi coil around his feet leaving him in a tight fitting t shirt
she unconsciously blushed, shed meant what shed said the day shed seen him shirtless, and she found herself suppressing the urge to lunge forth and rip it from him tease the skin beneath it with her teeth and ravage his arms and sides with her nails and- she shock her head no no no mustn't think that
in her daydream shed hardly noticed Derek move to the shelf take something down and then move to sit at the dusty piano. His back was partly to her but she could see what he was doing in his hand he held a book witch he opened to revel meany photographs almost all of Laura, Derek gave a small smile and sighed again placing the book on the piano he muttered softly "hey Laura I heard a song the other day ..it reminded me of.. us so I thought id play it just for you" . Kate gauged WHAT! Derek hale was sexy and could play the piano God must hate her. She scutted forward alittle to hear better , how Derek hadn't discovered her presence yet was beyond her thou in his currant mood understandable .
Derek moved his hands with unrestrained grace as a slow sorrowful melody that Kate recognized filled the room .
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
Kate frowned shed never heard a male try to pull off an Evanescence song most wouldn't even try to many high notes, yet dereks voice carried through the room like smooth honey, god...must reeealy hate her.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
her frown deepened shed never considered that someone like Derek hale might feel pain and even lose
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Kate was dumfounded there was so much feeling as he sung like a bird and it only seemed to grow more passion filled as the song was sung on...
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
...finally to crescendo as the lines that seemed to mirror his own feelings so truly spilled from his lips before a soft piano solo
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
and then it was over but Kate stood there in that closet a million thoughts rushing beneath her skull, she had never heard anything sung so passionately in her life the original hardly compared yet to have come from the lips of Derek hale of all people... .theses thoughts consumed her for over an hour, Derek had long seance goon out. she finally gathered her self and took her chance to flee the house she walked slowly through the woods only to pause midway from her brothers home.
a smile graced her lips and she let a cruel chuckle fill the air, her confliction was gone chased away by a growing and new fascination . she was a sadist at heart not the sick kind no never, but a streak was there she wouldn't dare deny that, and tonight she let it fill her for the first time in a long while. her goal had changed, before it had been just to kill him but after tonight, to see him brought to such a human level, so done and vulnerable, it had been adorable, fascinating , and she wanted to see it ten fold she wanted to screw with that lovely mind until the boy was sure hed lost it. ahh yes yes she couldn't wait.
just couldn't wait to play with Derek hale.
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