Heres a new story!!! I hope u enjoy it! I didnt work very hard on it...
I do not own Inuyasha, but I do own the First Season of it!!
Pain and Sorrow
-Dark Angel
I feel nothing but pain and sorrow.
I have lived nothing but a lonely life, the day I walked out of my past. I thought it would be for the best, but I can't help but feel part of my soul is gone. I know where the other half lies, but I don't dare to go back to him. No...It would hurt my pride and it would surely break my heart again.
I remember that day so clearly, it was raining and I was crying as Inuyasha told me he didn't love...That he could never love someone as weak as I. Thats when Kikyou stepped out of the darkness. The way she held him in her arms, the way she kissed his lips, and the way Inuyasha looked down into her eyes. I knew there wasn't a place for me there anymore, so I turned my back to them and jumped down the well.
There is no love from him that I can never get, and I know that my heart will never fully be complete ever again. I can still see his golden eyes in my dreams, and how his silver locks will flow gracefully in the wind. Tears sting my eyes, as I look back on my past, and how I so foolishly gave my heart to one, I knew who could never love me. I'm nothing but a copy...a remake of the old thing. The one Inuyasha did not love or want. It's not fair...I worked so hard to become stronger! I worked so hard with the bow, and I would give my life up for Inuyasha's easily!
Why did he not love me?! Why did Inuyasha want Kikyou!?
I want to know why Inuyasha chose her...Why did he act like he cared for me so much on our journeys? I did everything for Inuyasha...I protected him, I tended to his wounds, and I was there for him when he felt like the scum of the earth. One day, I will go back to the Feudal Era, and give Kikyou the last of our soul so Inuyasha can live happily with the complete Kikyou. I have to work up that courage, to walk back into my past...my old wound. I sit here now, thinking on how I made myself keep going, to keep fighting for Inuyasha's love. I actually thought that he would love me in return one day. I should have known better...
I need to let go of him...to let go of the memories I had with him...to let go of my love for him.
I should not let this control my life...I should not want to die, but want to keep living...but how am I supposed to live without Inuyasha? He was what made my life better...He made me feel happy and laugh when I was sad, and he made me feel like I was safe when I was in grave danger. He helped me overcome these feelings, but yet he did not love me...
...I feel nothing but pain and sorrow...
...I am nothing but a copy and a remake...
I know...Its sad...I was in a bad mood and I felt like writing lol...Thats how I pretty much over come everything...Well i hope u liked it! I didnt work very hard on it, but review if u wish!
-Dark Angel