JC: Hello! This is first of my one-shot compilation! This fic is Miriallia's point of view and it's not totally related to the actual Gundam Story.
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Miriallia was writing her article in the computer. She was writing about the incident that happened 2 days ago near the school where she studied once. She paused to stretch because she was sitting in front of the computer for 3 hours straight. She needed some break. So, she stood and went to outside for some fresh air.
"What a nice day..." she muttered.
She looked up at the sky and smiled.
"Being a Journalist is a tough job but it can be fun as well." She leaned her back against the wall. "Hmm... What should I add in my article?" She suddenly remembered the school that she included in the article. "That school... My old school..." She grimaced.
The school where she used to attend when she was still in high school left her with sad memories. It was the school where she met and fell in love with guy. It was also the place where she lost him because of an unfortunate event...
"Tolle..."
When he died, her friends would always ask her questions about his death. She hated hearing those kinds of questions. It irritated her. It brought her more pain.
"I know that my friends are concerned about Tolle, but I really didn't want to talk about him. Whenever someone would start the topic about Tolle, I would always change it..."
Miriallia's POV
"I love my boyfriend very much," my friend says. But every time I hear such thing about a loving relationship, I always make it a point to change the topic. I don't want to hear about it.
2 years ago, my boyfriend died in an accident, I was 16 years old then. I was struck with pain and sadness. It was excruciating. It was my first time to feel that way. It was an unforgettable experience in my life.
My boyfriend's name was Tolle, and he was such a nice guy. I loved him like he loved me. He was always there for me when I was troubled or sad. He was like my guardian. He was a great person and he didn't deserve to die!
In school where I studied, whenever I see couples dating, my heart breaks into pieces. Envy reins my heart. But when you look at me, you will never notice how I'm feeling inside. It is because I always wear a smile, and I don't want them to know about it.
It was during my college years, when I felt total emptiness. I really missed Tolle, and I got frustrated on the thought the he would never see me pursue my life. During graduation, I felt the same emptiness. I was there standing in the middle of the stage, wishing my boyfriend was there to congratulate me.
Now, when some friends would ask me about getting a boyfriend, I would just say that I don't have time for a relationship. So, when someone would start telling something in relation to that, I would make a way to change the topic.
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Miriallia went back inside to finish her article.
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She stopped to read her article again.
"Hmmm... The school needs to be included here."
The school always reminded her of Tolle. It saddened her. Since she knew that there was no way for her to alter some parts of the article, she decided to write another article on something else.
"It's like changing topic all over again." She lightly laughed.
End of Story
JC: So how was it? I wrote this as a tribute to Miriallia Hawe, one of my favorite characters in Gundam Seed. Please tell me what you think by reviewing and don't send me any flames.
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