(-RyanEvansisWicked-) This is just a short oneshot songfic that came to me at 2:00AM. I don't know how good it is, but I like it. It's sweet, sad, and short. Let me know what you think?

Disclaimer: I do not own High School Musical or Rent. They belong to Disney and Jonathan Larson... Wait, who does Rent belong to? You know what. They do not belong to me..

Here I am once again sitting over your grave. It's been two years since you left us. I don't understand how life could be so cruel to take someone as good as you away from us. You were always the joy and laughter of the group… Even when you were down you always found a way to lighten the mood.

Live In My House

I'll Be You Shelter

Just Pay Me Back With One Thousand

Kisses

I gave you everything, my life, my love, my home, and even my body… All I asked was your love in return. "Forever" you told me, but forever just wasn't long enough. I don't understand, fuck… Why are you gone?

Be My Lover

And I'll Cover You

Open Your Door - I'll Be Your Tenant

Don't Got Much Baggage

To Lay At Your Feet

But Sweet Kisses I've Got To Spare

I'll Be There - I'll Cover You

I feel bad for hating you, for being angry that you let yourself die. You were stronger than that… I know you couldn't change anything, it wasn't your fault, but I still blame you… I need someone to blame don't I?

I Think They Meant It

When They Said You Can't Buy Love

Now I Know You Can Rent It

A New Lease You Were, My Love, On Life

You made me love life again. When I was ready to quit you made me whole again. It should have been me. You deserved a longer life, a full life full of love and happiness. I know you could have lived your life without me, I don't know if I can go on with out you though.

All My Life

I've Longed To Discover

Something As True

As This Is

From the moment I laid eyes on you I knew it was love. I'll never feel that way again… Why did you have to go? It's all just so fucked up. Since you left we've all been fucked up, things are just starting to become normal for the rest of them. Troy and Gabi are getting married next month, they've asked me to be the best man, I know it's only because they can't have you or Chad there.

Chad left right after your death. He said he couldn't stand being around a bunch of whiney teenagers mourning over your death, we always knew Chad was an asshole didn't we?

Sharpay and Kelsi are adopting a kid. A boy, they are thinking of naming him after you. Seeing as how you helped Kelsi realize her feelings for Sharpay and you made me happier than I had ever been in my life it's fitting that they would name their son after you.

Taylor and Zeke left a couple months ago. A fully paid trip around Europe because Taylor is such a "talented and gifted girl" as Zeke put it. She is going to help people like you, help raise awareness of Aids in Europe, turns out they don't know enough about protection there. We always knew Taylor would do something good with her talents didn't we?

Yeah, everyone is starting to get better. Everyone but me… I loved you Jase and I still love you. I could date a thousand other guys, but none of them will ever be you. It still hurts to wake up at night and feel the empty spot in bed next to me. After two years people would think I'd have moved on… What we had was special, that can never be made again.

Well, it's starting to get dark and the rain is about to come, fitting that you died in October; it always was your favorite month. The rain made you smile and you loved playing in the leaves. You were like a little kid when it came to the fall. I'll never forget you. I love you Jason, more than anything in the world.

With a sad smile Ryan stood up and stared down at the grave of his lost boyfriend, no, his lost partner. He placed a single white lily at the grave, Jason hated roses. As he turned to walk away he could have sworn he heard Jason's voice, a sweet melody singing to him.

The song told Ryan things would be okay. It told him that his partner, lover, and best friend would always watch over him. He heard, as he had heard years ago when Jason was still alive, his favorite song.

If You're Cold

And You're

Lonely

You've Got One

Nickel Only

when You're

Worn Out

And Tired

When Your Heart

Has Expired

If You're Cold

You're Lonely

With A Thousand

Sweet Kisses

I'll Cover You