It's not over, I'll repeat to myself.
I can do better then this.
I wont let life slip through my fingers.
I wont let the time go by, wasted.
I've done a lot of mistakes in the past, broke a lot of promises.
But I want to make up for that, I just hope time will allow it.
I've hurt a lot of people, made them cry.
Why would I do this, I used to blame life.
I wish I could go back in the past and change all of that.
When my brother asked if I wanted to play a game with him.
I wished I would've said yes, that's another thing I regret.
Time goes by so fast, I've never noticed that.
I'm trying to be a better person now, I'll do that somehow.
I'll start with simple things like saying I love you more.
Try to wake up with a smile on my face and to be happy for the day.
Maybe I'll show my emotions more, finally open the door.
Let my tears pour out and start over again.
Let happiness become my friend.
Because time doesn't last forever before you know it, it's gone.
And there's nothing you can do.
There's no way to cage up time, it will slip through.
But for now, I'm going to try to spend more time with each and everyone of you.
Because I'm not going to let it slip by, no I'm not going to waste my time.
I've been angry for so long, I think it's time for me to be happy inside.
So I promise again, that this time I will try.
No I will not let time slip by without atleast enjoying my time.
So I'm going to start my life again.
I love you, my brothers.
My friends.
~Raphael.