Chapter 1: "I hate him."
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Summary: "I hate him, every fiber in his being disgusted me. I want to wrap my hands around his throat and squeeze. Till there was no more life left in his body. I want to watch the light go out in his eyes. As his life drained away from his body."
I use to be beautiful, confident, and kind. I use to be someone who people would flock to because I radiated goodness. I use to be a person. Now, I was just a sad empty shell of my former self. Filled with rage and detest. I let myself care for that monster. I loved him, provided for him. All while he just used me. I was happy. We were happy but, that all change when I was not willing to put out for him. Our loving moments turned into arguments. Nights we spent together turned into me sleeping alone. He used me, broke me, then left me in my time of need. He left me all because I was not willing to spread my legs for him. Why couldn't he had just waited for me as I asked? To add insult to injury, he moved on as if I was nothing to him. He found another as if I had been just another notch in his belt. It burned, it burned to watch them together. I sat across the street in my truck, watching them. They looked so happy together. It was not fair! That was supposed to be my ring and, my life. She had taken it all. The women I thought to be like family to me. Slipped right in and stole what was mine and, I wanted to make them pay. I slipped my hand into my purse. Caressing the pistol I had put there. I let my fingers slide over the cool metal. Wondering what it would be like to shoot him. To hear him scream and beg for mercy. Both of them.
"Miko."
I jumped. "What do you want Sesshomaru!?" I snapped.
"How long are you going to follow the half breed and, his new bitch? According to the restraining order, you should not be within a mile of them."
I bit the inside of my cheek. "What I do does not concern you Sesshomaru."
"Has he hurt you that much?" He asked.
"I hate him, every fiber in his being disgusts me. I want to wrap my hands around his throat and squeeze. Till there was no more life left in his body. I want to watch the light go out in his eyes. As his life drained away from his body."
"That is your rage speaking for you. It may seem that you want to hurt him that way. However, you're overexaggerating. Besides, you are not capable of such acts miko. How long are will you hold onto this anger?"
"He left me five months ago Sesshomaru! All for her! The woman who was supposed to be my best friend. I put up with everything! Just for him to leave me for her!" I whispered.
"What is not meant to be, will not be. No matter how much you wish it." he'd said
"Spare me your words of wisdom Sesshomaru."
"Miko."
"What!?"
"What you're about to do is not worth it. I suggest that you think about your actions and their consequences."
"Oh? You have no idea what I'm about to do. Any consequence is worth it."
"I can smell the gunpowder from here. He is not worth throwing your life away."
I laughed, it was dry. "Are you here to save your little brother?" I asked him.
He opened the car door getting in. "No. I am here to save you from yourself. If you were to get caught with that. It would be rather troublesome." He said snatching my purse away.
"Give that back!"
"I will do no such thing."
Before I had a chance to say anything. He picked me up and tossed me in the back seat. As if I weighed nothing.
I eyed him as he started the car and, sped off.
"Where are you taking me?"
"To my home."
My eyes went wide. "What why?"
"You smell and, you look like hell miko. Considering he forsake you and, left you with nothing. You have no home to go back to. If I were you. I would accept any help that was offered to me."
"You're not me," I said.
"Hn."
I rolled my eyes. "Whatever. How did you even know I was here?"
"Coincidence. You were sitting outside the half-breeds' engagement party. The entire family was invented. I just so happened to recognize your truck."
"I see. So why help me? Why not turn me into the police for almost shooting your brother?" I asked him.
"Miko, even if you did manage to shoot him. I would celebrate. Though you do not have it in you to shoot anything. Much less anyone. Your heart is too pure. You need to keep it that way. This evil will only darken your heart."
I scoffed. "You don't know that."
"Hn."
"You still didn't answer my question," I said.
"I have my own reason for helping you. A reason you need not worry about yet."
I yawned, I didn't remember the last time I'd slept properly.
"Sleep Miko." I heard him say.
As if on cue, my eyelids began to droop. I could feel myself slipping out of consciousness. Until I was completely surrounded by it. The last thing I saw were those piercing amber eyes in the rearview mirror.
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