I wish for the beginning again
When every memory began
Of me and him
But everything wonderful…is gone.
My memories seemed so… fake.
I want his heart back
But, the other said his feelings for me
Were his, not the real one
So does that mean,
He still loves me?
Because, I don't love the real one
I love the one that had left…
I miss him so much
He's now gone.
He gave me hope
He said he was going to get my feathers back
Yet, why won't he come back?
I cried to him,
"Ikanaide."
But he went anyway…
His heart is being controlled
Yet he still
Can't break apart
From the bind in his heart
I wish for him to return
But he won't
And I know that
Our paths will cross again
Yet, still
I wanted him back
No matter his condition
His attitude, I still loved him
And now,
All is a battle
And if he is a fake
Am I a fake as well?
After all that seemed real
I still hope
He'll come back
But now look at the scenery
A fight is taking place
Between two that look alike
Yet are not alike
One fights for a feather
The other fights for his love
A hard battle
That I wish to stop
Nothing is a fairy-tale
No matter how much you want it
He might never come back
But, I want him to
So bad, I could break down and cry
But, reminiscing won't help
No matter how many times I smiled
And no matter how many times he smiled
Ours smiles for each other
Were only for each other
Yet when I smile
He doesn't return it anymore
He has no heart,
But I know somewhere deep inside
Lies his untouched heart.
The battle continues
With blows of furious strikes
Power of the unknown
I cry for it to stop
But it continues…
The final blow should come
But why won't it come?
And who will take the blow?
Will the one with amber eyes take it?
Or the one with blue and amber take it?
Either way,
I do not want either to take it
But, if I take it
Will everything be okay?
I'm positive
Everything won't end with my death
Because, I'm only a clone
Just like the one I love
If the real ones are alive
The journey won't end
Everything will be alright
It always is alright
Right?
Everything will end well
We just need to hope and believe
Everything will end the way
It was meant to end
So I will take it
The final blow
That wasn't meant for them,
But for me…
Every moment I had cherished
Being with him
But, I will remember to tell him
I know this is not a good choice
But, it was meant to happen
Everything must be right
Or it will end
Horribly, so I will hope
That it will come to an end
My sorrow will fade with me
Into beautiful cherry blossoms
Sakura pedals will fall
And descend to the sky
With the wind carrying me
To the waiting clouds
To the awaiting garden
That will grow anew.
I want him to here it
The words that wouldn't allow
To come from my mouth
But, my eyes and mind
"Even if we just creations...
We are the same...
If those two keep on living...
It... won't end.."
"I...love y..."
Unsaid words
That descends into
Sakura pedals
Oh how I've longed to say those three
Forbidden words...
And now, all I can do is hope
For the ending we all have waited for
My feathers will always be memories
For now
I say farewell, my love...