It had been hours since I had seen him, I could feel the ache in my heart getting worse. He was the one I wanted, he had always been the one I wanted since I met him at thanks giving all them years ago. Whether he called me fat or not... he was gorgeous, the blue eyed, brown haired sarcastic funny young man Chandler Muriel Bing was gorgeous!

"Monica, what's wrong with you these days" Rachel asked in an abrupt tone of voice... "Ever since we got back from London you've been really... I don't know... really weird!"

"Hmmm... what?" I mumbled as I looked up from my phone

"Why are you acting so weird when everyone is here all you do is talk to Chandler like the rest of us don't exist and then when he's not here you just sit staring at your phone, have we done something wrong!" Rachel asked

"No of course not" I admitted , suddenly my phone vibrated as a glanced at it I saw it was from Chandler, my heart began to beat faster and faster and I began to get a warm sensation in my stomach as read the text that said...

Hey beautiful,

how are you? I hope your not missing me to much ;)

Cant wait to see you tonight, this creeping around is really immature but I like it...

See you in a minuet babe, love and miss you loads. xxxxxx

I couldn't help but smile when I read it but then my excitement was soon replaced with panic when I realised Rachel was reading it over my shoulder!

"Monica... what's going on?" Rachel asked me confused

"Nothing" I lied all I could do was cringe at the thought of Rachel knowing and telling Ross and then Ross would know!

"Your dating Chandler... Oh my god your dating Chandler! I cant believe this since when and your way out of his league!"

I didnt know what to say so I pretended I didnt here what she said and sent Chandler a text...

Hey hansom,

Rachel just saw the text you sent me...

She knows, I'm sorry sweetie

come over now, we can explain together

I love you. xxxxx

The door handle went and Rachel shot me a glance and then shot Chandler a long deep confused look.

"So whats going on!" Rachel wanted answers and she wanted them now!

TBC...