Oblio's hands trembled and quaked as horribly as his lips whilst the faucet began to fill the tub with ice cold water, his sobs grew louder but no one was home to hear the aching agony. No one truly understood how bad depression could hurt, it'd gone too far and he was tired, the pain had become physical and he let our another aching cry as the tears streamed from his eyes relentlessly.
Though he'd been fully clothed he sat in the water, crying louder as the icy water stung ever-so-painfully. He shivered and sobbed as he grabbed the razor blade, pressing it to his forearm firmly and dragging it down leaving a deep gash that dripped instantly, he'd done so deeper and deeper then worked on the other wrist, wincing in pain as he lied back and let the tub turn red. His eyes closed and he'd attempted to cry himself to sleep.
His eyes closed and his lips went darker but what seemed like the end to a long journey crashed when he was shook violently.
"Oblio!" Bodie screamed as he pulled the bluenette out of the water. "Stay with me!" He began to sob as he ripped apart his shirt, using the fabric to tie around the other's wrists to stop the bleeding. Oblio began to blink as his eyes widened in realization. He thought he'd locked the door but turned to see it had been knocked down.
Bodie held Oblio close as the Japanese man began to sob.
"Why did you save me?" He yelled pushing at the other.
"Because you're an idiot!" Bodie cried, "I need you!"
"Is that all you care about! Just let me die!" Oblio cried, trying to pull away.
"No you idiot!"
"Baka!" Oblio cried.
"I love you!" Bodie cried, "You can't leave me! You can't leave us! You can't leave your friends! Fuck!" Bodie held Oblio close. Oblio began to hic again as he wrapped his arms around the blonde, sobbing into his chest. Bodie shook softly as he held the other close, running his fingers through the other's blue hair, sighing softly.
"You're so strong, Oblio...It'll be okay..fuck" Bodie grabbed Oblio, lifting him and carying him out of the bathroom to dry him off. He sat Oblio on the bed and gave him his pajamas to change into.
Once Oblio had changed he hugged his knees close, his heart hurt. Bodie'd been sad as well, the love of his life just tried to depart the world and he'd been heart broken he hadn't been the reason for him not to.
Bodie sat down on the bed next to the Bluenette, pulling him close by the waist.
"It'll all be okay, Oblio. I promise." Bodie sighed, laying down and cuddling his boyfriend close.
"I love you, Oblio..." Bodie murmured, breathing softly into Oblio's hair. Oblio turned to look Bodie in the eyes. . .
"I...I. . ."
He'd never told Bodie he loved him. Bodie leaned in pressing his lips against Oblio's, in which Oblio returned the favor, wrapping his arms around the blonde. Bodie smiled and pet the other.
"Get some rest." Bodie sighed.
"But.." Oblio said... "I love you." He managed to get out. Bodie smiled softly, pressing his lips back again.
"I love you too."