Yeah I should be updating my stories but I wrote this out and was like 'fuck it I'm uploading it onto fanfiction' so I did.

I hope you like it :) I worked hard on it, even if it is short. It's kinda loosely based on 'Zombie Dance' by Escape The Fate, hence the title.

Anyway Enjoy :) Oh and horribly OOC Ponyboy, but he's phycotic can you help it

They call me a perfectly normal person. But I'm not. I look it from the outside, I look almost perfect, I was called perfect the other day too. A perfect example of how somebody should behave. Oh they don't know the half of it. You see I have a huge secret.

Yes, me, Ponyboy Curtis, has a secret that not even my brothers know of. Nobody would believe me if I told them either, so I don't say anything, keep my mouth shut tight and nobody gets hurt. Nobody gets locked away and hidden in a dark room.

A freak, a lunatic, whatever you want to call it I've got a sincere face, that perfect little face, hides that much darker side.

The dark, creepy side, hidden away locked in my own little cell.

In the dark it lingers, yes I love it. But I don't show it. I call them nightmares, say I'll be okay but it's my side, my dark side escaping each night when my brain shuts off and my personality shines through, it scares Soda and Darry so I keep it a secret blame it to nightmares, say it was my parents death that cause it.

But it's not, that lying danger, little by little reaching out willing to engulf me at the slightest moment, me waking up screaming knocking it backwards. But someday I'll be discovered, I'll be the freak and curiosity that I should have been years ago.

Maybe Soda and Darry wouldn't allow it, tell me I'll be fine, just like the always do, but I don't think I've been fine in a long time. I zone out, I don't use my head, I read and dream.

All to escape it, it, it. What is it. That part of me, part of everybody yearning for freedom, but if I had freedom it would not be a good thing, I need to be kept under wraps by Darry, he is unknowingly keeping me connected to reality. If he knew the truth, all hell would break loose.

Oh Soda, you care to much. I'm still the baby of the family am I, that's sweet. But what about when I dream you die, in blood and fire. Burned up into nothing, I hold the axe, wielding it at your head, not screaming in fear in joy, pleasure.

When I burn you to death, you screaming in agony. I scream, laughing maniacally, psycho horror. Blood rains down from above, it drowning me. Keeping me pushed under, until I cannot believe then I wake up, screams echo throughout. You think I was scared.

I'm already dead, the tiredness is a side affect, each day living as though I'm a zombie. I run... I run... I run away from myself, disconnected brain. Because it's coming for you. For me. Again I hide in my perfect face, that disguise.

How anybody could understand, it's not ever going to happen. Lock me away please, lock me away with my fears. Lock me away please, kill me now I live no more. Each day. Each night, I go through it again and again.

You want to know something.

What my secret is.

It is..

I see dead people.

Can you tell I'm a little fucked up :)

Well review and bask in my craziness.

Bye, love all you crazy creeps out there :)