Title: What Hurts The Most

Author: Ashleyt

Disclaimer: I don't own Smallville or Monica's song "What Hurts The Most"

Summary: I got the idea for this while watching Sani's vid on youtube by the same name. It was a great vid. Now I'm not an avid fan of Smallville or watch it nearly enough to know what's going on so the inspiration comes purely from the snippets I've seen of the show, the lyrics to "What Hurts the Most" and the images in Sani's vid so if I'm wrong about something than oh well. No one's perfect.

Enjoy

I love you

Boy, it's been a long time
Since the last time I saw you
Feels like nothin' changed
Since we've been together
I must admit that I go crazy for you

At times that love makes me angry, it makes me sad, but usually it fills me with hopeless hope that one day I could be what you needed.

Pathetic isn't it?

And I can see it in your eyes
That there's somethin' you want to say to me
'Cause usually right now
You'll be holdin' on to me
But instead you tell me

Things have changed, they're not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is 'bout to be through

But I know deep down that what you feel for her is so real and concrete that you can't see anything but her.

So you continue to build dreams and a life with her while I sit here dreaming about what we had .

And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down
And I thought for sure you'd always wait me

I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took the chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I'll always have your heart
I had the chance to have all the love oh, how I'm missing now

Dreams of you one day looking at me and realizing that I was the one for you and that I could make you the happiest man in this world and beyond

Dreams of you waking up and seeing more than Chloe, more than your best friend, seeing a person you could love

But I guess I'm stuck here, stuck feeling alone and unloved

Stuck watching you and wishing about what could be instead of living what is.

But things have changed, they're not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is 'bout to be through

Maybe I should be taller or prettier or smarter, maybe I should be more like her

Since who I am is not what you want

I think, well actually I know the real truth of the matter

You don't love me, not like you love her.

I know that I'm the one to blame for losing you, oh, yeah
I really, really wish that I could be happy for you
There's just one thing I need you to do
Don't you touch her like you used to touch me
Don't you love her like you really need me
Don't you love her like you used to love me

You don't think about me nearly as much as I think of you

I don't know if you ever will

I should move on and I should be happy for you but I'm not

I'm heart broken, sad, foolish and disappointed that what I want most in this world I can't have

What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so
What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so

Your heart

It doesn't belong to me

What hurts the most

It belongs to her

The End