My Dearest Draco

by mistress meo

Correspondence between Draco and someone whose love for him is wavering. She has found another an feels compelled to let Draco go so she can finally be happy. Her relationship with Draco has always been bitter sweet. Draco doesn't want to let her go.

1. Chapter 1

My dearest Draco –

Words cannot express how difficult it is for me to write this letter. I have loved you since we first met and it saddens me so to tell you that I must leave you for another after all this time. I've tried not to want him, but some things are beyond one's control.

There will always be a part of me that loves you. How can I not? Besides the fact that you are so beautiful to me, you gave me what I needed to fill my lonely nights. You were someone I could spend time with, someone to turn to and share my troubles and frustrations with and to even be a kind of a friend.

You have grown increasingly distant over the past few years. It's not your fault. It is a part of your character that I have willingly overlooked just to be near you. But I cannot continue to fool myself. You will never really be mine.

Now I know I was never truly happy – there was something missing. I know now that you can never love me the way I need you to – the way I deserve to be loved.

My Edward loves me as fiercely as I love him. He is what I need now - what I am drawn to. He loves me the way that you, sadly, never could. He is my spark, Draco and that is why I must go.

Please know that should you ever need me I will always come to you, as good friends should. And though my Edward will not like it, he will let me because he knows I will quickly return to him. My love for him is so strong it hurts to be away. He is the air I breathe, my life force.

You were my first and unforgettable love, Draco.

Edward, however, is my final and forever love.

I hope you will someday find that special someone worthy enough for you to fully love.

Please take care of yourself.

Yours…