Say you love me! Tell me, do you love me? I'm tired of playing these emotional games, as much as it hurts to leave, it hurts to stay…
Your friend and I have to say you're confusing me with all this, these death threats and insults and denials of trust, the compliments, your company, your caring, your pursuing my attention… it's a mix and a jumble, do you really not love me? Do you really not care?
Are you scared to say it? Are you refusing to admit it to even yourself?
If you hate me, then why do you walk with me, talk with me; ask what's wrong with me?
If you love me, then why do you say you'll kill me? That you take pleasure in my pain and want revenge on me?
Why do you torture me so? Why do you care about me so much? Is it for good or for ill? Do you hate me for stealing your heart? Is that why you haven't bothered to part? Because I want to leave you, abandon you, and then fly away. I'll return to you when you've made up your mind to find my fate on that day.
I try to leave you and it hurts, I try to stay with you as a 'friend' and it hurts. SAY YOU LOVE ME! SAY YOU HAT E ME AND MEAN IT! IT ANGERS ME THAT YOU CAN'T BE STRAIGHT WITH ME! WHY THE MIXED SINGALS? DO YOU KNOW THAT IT HURTS?
Or… are you hurting too?