Author note: Hello, I'm Brazilian and I'm trying to translate some of my Portuguese fics into English. I'm sorry for the eventual mistakes. Thus, this fic has brotherly incest, and in the second chapter it will contain sexual content between them. So, please, if you don't like twins in an incest, don't read this.
Thank you very much!
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- You will not go!
These were his tough words. Then, he ran away, desperately. Saga didn't understand him...
The oldest twin had just said that he would go to Rodorio's village. He was going there often, to see the unfortunate people. One of them was a sick elder. And his pretty daughter...
They were with some period of peace in the Sanctuary, so he had free time to help people. Thus, his work as a Justice Defensor could be done not just with fights, but also directly, in an altruistic way. Why not?
But his brother, Kanon, was very jealous lately. He wanted to know where Saga was all the time; what he was doing; in a short, every single thing in his life. And that was becoming to be boring...
Both of them were fifteen years old, and Saga was choosen as the Golden Gemini Saint. He wasn't like a boy of his age, surely; he had huge encumbrances and responsabilities even for an adult and mature person. His brother, because of his lacking of devotion and concern for the goddess, and for not having love for the cause, wasn't choosen. But not for lacking of capability or strenght.
Kanon and Saga were the unique twin boys of a Greek lady, already dead. She left a good name and a reputation for them concerning to the Sanctuary; that's why they had that door opened. For being the only family of one another, they were quite united. But Kanon was exaggerating...
He was just in a paranoid. If Saga went out to keep training without him, it was a reason for fighting. If Saga had listened more to the Pope than to him, it was even one more torment. Kanon was jealous until in relation to Athena and to the time Saga devoted to her. Saga didn't understand! That's truth the brother perhaps was very afraid of losing him, because of he being his single relative and friend. Kanon couldn't identify himself to people in general, and how himself and Saga were identical twins, no one knew him; but the things were close to go beyond all limits...
The Gemini Saint went to his brother's room, where he was laid, quiet but with an angry expression in his face, in his own bed.
- Kanon...
He didn't answer.
- Kanon, what's up? What't the matter with the visit to Gianopoulos?
He answered slowly.
- The problem is that... that you dedicate yourself so much to the other ones and don't look for anything for you!
- I have a home, nourishment, the title of Athena Saint. What should I want more? Therefore, it's also my duty to help the people close to me. You also should think a little in the other ones, thus what we give we also get, and what we don't give won't appear from nothing.
- You and your foolish words! - and then Kanon turned himself to the other side of the bed.
- I'll go there anyway.
- No!
Kanon stood up just in a jump and went to his brother's direction.
- So, Kanon! There's something in all of this you don't want to say to me.
- I'm going instead of you. Give me a clothing of yours, and I'll go out.
Saga was suspicious of that.
- You told just right now you didn't want me to go because I thougt too much in the other people... and now you come with this chat!
- Relax, Saga. I'm going there in your place. I know all your gestures, nobody will notice it's not you.
- If you insist so much...
The older twin (yes, Saga was ten minutes older than his brother) gave him some of his clothes, not without keeping his unsure attitude about that. Kanon wore himself, took the necessary medicines and went out.
- This is strange... I'm going to see in how it's going on.
Saga went, sneakily, to Gianopoulos' house and hid close to it, in a way to watch what was happening in the elder's room through an opened window right in front of him. Being the bearer of a greater knowledge about optic illusions even than of the most Knights, he couldn't be seen or noticed by anyone. And hoped his brother could not see him to...
Soon he saw Kanon knocking in the house's door (Saga had arrived faster, despite of had gone out after; he knew his twin would go slowly through the streets, something proper of his lacking of good will), and saw the Miss Gianopoulos opening the door with her beautiful and bright smile. She always treated Saga with a different splendor in the lips... no, not just in the lips, but also in all of her self. Saga doubted the girl shined like that all day long, when himself wasn't there. Kanon passed for her brutely. He went to the elder in his bedroom and treated of him without the helpful attitude Saga used to have; and the same, who was watching everything from outside, thought Kanon could show he wasn't Saga; thus, he said he knew all his gestures, but acted in an inverse way.
At the time of going out, after many thanks from the elder, the girl, Dalila, called him to a corner.
"Saga..."
"What's up?"
"I... would like to thank you... very much!"
"For the service? It's not more than my obligation!"
"No, it's not your obligation! ... If wouldn't be you, I don't know how could I clean the house and take care of my sick father..."
She took the hand of the supposed Saga, and kissed it gently. Kanon looked at her almost burning herself with the expression of his face, but soon controlled himself.
"See you later, Dalila".
Saga's brother went out of there carrying hate and something very bad. The real Saga felt that negative energy, even standing far away. And then he knew the reason: clearly, Kanon was jealous of the sick man's daughter too.
Arriving home, Kanon took off the clothes and went to the bathroom. He was mad. That woman wanted Saga! But she wouldn't have him! Never, if it depended on himself.
Throwing the cold water on his body, he felt it boiling in contact of the skin. He was really in hate with that intrusive chit.
The women always robbed the men of their own functions, basic mental habilities, and their previous contacts. Being in love was something useless; it was doing the people slough everything in change of an unrational and sick feeling. And when the passion got an end, eventually... what remained! Just a mockery of the man who was there before, humilliated, shagged, just because of a woman!
Naturally, Kanon thought like this for being a man. If he were a woman, probably would refuse the men, because he didn't hate the opposite sex itself, but the fact of this opposite sex, mainly a woman named Dalila Gianopoulos, could be capable of taking Saga away from him.
Lately, Kanon felt something beyond the simple affection for his brother. He wanted him closer, more attached on him. He wanted they were just one once more.
And that feeling was strange... it was going out of all limits of the named "normal", and he knew that. His heart beated strongly every time he saw him; the life seemed to be without a signification without him; his skin, his smell, seemed to converge to him and to have him close. More than the normal, he started asking to Saga for them to sleep together. The brother thought that wasn't right, once they were not children anymore. But even with this, he submitted.
Kanon had only Saga; and thought that, as a human being, it was impossible that Saga one day would never fall in love, even that everyone said he was divine and beyond the other "mortal ones". This idea made him boil in hate. He was indeed in a jealous way about Saga, and this was not unworthy for him.
Once in a while he went out to the streets, pretending to be Saga, and listened to the other boys of his age. They said, laughing, what they did with the girls. How they kissed them, how some of them even took the girls. And he became shocking of thinking his brother one day would like to do this with any person.
Wel; if he must have done this, it would be with him, Kanon.
Crazy possessive feeling? Perhaps; but it was coherent for Kanon.
Saga arrived at home and didn't see anybody. But he knew that his brother was there, in some place, because he was feeling his cosmos.
- Kanon... are you there?
The younger twin trembled when heared his brother's calling. Of jealousy and something else. He went out of the bathroom with the towel in his waist.
- Listen, Kanon, I...
- Don't tell anything else! You and that girl are dating, isn't it?!
- Where did you take it from?!
- From the way she was looking at me, thinking I was you, from the brighting smiles, from everything! This woman won't see you again! Are you listening to me?
- Hear me, I...
- No! I cannot lose you to a woman! I cannot! If you fall in love for her, you would leave our home, will sleep with her, give caresses to her and not to me! I will finally be alone, because I don't have anyone else! Anyone else, do you understand?!
- Kanon, stop!
- No! I feel you oozing, the more I try to hold you, and you... you accept it!
Saga thought that behavior was very strange. It was more explosive than it used to be, and it was also difficult for his brother to expose himself like that. The unique form to stop that speaking attack was holding him by his shoulders and making him look at his eyes.
- Shut up!
The other stopped. However, a new and insane despair filled his eyes. If Saga would love Dalila indeed, he, Kanon, couldn't impede. The despair became hate, while he took that horrible expression in his face and threw these words to the face of the Gemini Saint:
- If you keep on going there to see that damn woman, I will kill her! Did you understand? I'll kill her, to private her from you forever!
- I don't like her!
- How could I guarantee you will never like?!
- What could be the problem if I liked her? You would always be in my heart as my brother.
- It's not the concern! She would take all your time! So I wouldn't know how be the other guys when in love! Foolish, ridiculous, thinking just in the beloved one! No, you won't love anyone else but me!
- I don't love Dalila. I don't love, and I won't love! Is it right now?
Kanon stood in silence for a while, but he didn't trust in what Saga was telling. He was taken by the shock and by the images who came in his mind, of Saga submitting to the girl, kissing her, or doing much more...
And however he didn't have reasons for this. Saga really didn't feel anything for her. The people said that it came some willings of staying together, always together, a strange heat, a crazy thing when someone is in love. And he never felt any of that.
Then kanon, without thinking, took Saga to a kiss. It was unexpective and strange in the beginning, but then Saga felt exaclty people said: with an enormous heat, impulsivity, a great willing of staying together. He passed the hands through the naked body os his brother, while the soft and twisting tongue of Kanon explored his mouth. Soon, with the continuous and anxious movement of his hands, the towel of Kanon felt down and he became naked. Passing one of his legs through the middle of Saga's legs, he moaned inside of the kiss and got it deeper with one hand in the nape of the other one. But before they could be further, Saga stopped and shaked off him. Breathed with difficulty, trying to organize the thoughts. Has he done that? Yes, he had... They kissed each other in an ardent way, and this was not the worst. The worst thing was about he had liked that, and he was willing of doing more.
He had already listened about kisses and the like, of course, despite of his purity of heart he would called "the divine". Everyone, including himself, thought that Saga didn't have stronger bonds with the material world, and that's why he wouldn't have the same sexual impulses than the other ones; and if he could have this, one day, they would be occasionated by a stronger motivation than the simple libido.
Just some seconds before all of that, the Gemini Saint had all the reasons to think in that way. Therefore, he never felt attraction for the young women, or even for men. He always was in contact with the most beautiful servants, or the Greek female villagers, which in beauty wasn't inferior to anyone, and they never had ewoke anything else in him.
It was just with that kiss he felt dominated by passion, the first time. And it was really out of his own control, as everyone said. Thus he knew it was inappropriated to love his own brother like this, and even that he couldn't make his heart beat less strongly.
Kanon was also suprised, but just with his own courage, not with the feeling. He already knew it was that much time ago.
- What is wrong, Saga? Why did you go away from me?
Saga turned his back to him, as trying to avoid the feeling, and not Kanon himself.
- Don't you see we are brothers? - he said, finally - Do you think it's right to kiss the own brother like this?
- What is it right so?! You take that girl, that Dalila, and leave me?! Me, who was born with you, who divided with you the same motherly womb, the same blood, the same face! Heh! Is it right to break the bounds you have with me to create a new family with her!
Saga turned to Kanon again and looked at him surprisingly, almost with perprexity.
- It was like that we were born, Kanon. We, and all the human beings.
- We aren't as the other human beings! Because the other people have a family, friends... I have no one! And even if I had, I want you! You, did you see? Only you will make me happy, now and forever.
The way of speaking of Kanon was tough, but his eyes were almost crying.
- Kanon... I... this is an incest...
- Incest is the name the men give. Putting so much change of blaming in what we most want to do is the reason of we living so frustrated.
- It's something dirty!
Saga said these words as if he wanted to stand back from his own heart the feeling that was already ingrained, and many time ago. Just discovered ay that time something that was intrinsic in him. Thus always he looked the bright blue eyes of Kanon, something huge inundated himself, since he known himself as a person.
- It's not dirty, Saga. We already were just one in the womb of our mother. If it was something dirty to ensure a bond which remains to this kind of origin, I wouldn't feel that it's the purest thing I tried in my life.
Saga didn't have arguments against that. How a separation occasionated by the masterful needing of reproduction and to do something "right" could be purer than two twins unite themselves through the deepest bonds? Just because they were men? Just because they were brothers?!
After all, the origins of incriminating the incest were, in truth, originated from the fact that relatives had great chances to generate impaired children. And the aversion of the two men love was because of from it would't come any offspring. So the only goal of maintaining a relationship was to reproduce? Where was the love, the necessity of union in all of this? It was almost bestial!
So Saga understood that what he felt for his brother transcended the pure "make up" the most put in love. He didn't need to have chances of reproducing himself to feel that. His love wasn't just practical, or yet selfish; it was based on only what him and Kanon felt. More than that: when something goes out of the simple fulfillment or the perpetuation of the species, of that old priority that says everytinhg is brute force, egoism and instinct of passing the genes away, this "something" perpasses the limits of the phisical, of the fighting for life, and achieves a superior plan. No; what him and his brother felt was not just purer than the most loves was: it was sacred.
With this thought of redemption he went to Kanon's lips and began another kiss, which soon got deeper and deeper, more and more intense.
To be continued...