DEATH IS LIFE

I never knew what it would be like. I always think death is easier than life. It is, don't get me wrong please; it's not what I expected it to be like. Death I thought you go to heaven full in love and spend the rest of your life happy. It's not like that. I'm dead and I fill only love, it only makes being dead weirder. No one can see me, unless they are a ghost. To be honest with you, I'm lonely.

I see ghosts walking and popping around time to time. Wondering around. Lost and alone as well. I stay where I am for now, my home town. Runfold, Farnham, surrey. I love it here, its peaceful and beautiful; the sun is shining through my brownish tanned ghost skin. The warm breeze well there is no breeze. I go around like a normal person. I'm not a normal person though.

The funny thing is we didn't call ourselves ghosts. We call ourselves protectors. Yes we wonder around different places, but when there is danger to a human we help them. As strange as that may seem it's true. We don't wanna protect the human from themselves. We want to protect them from our evil. When we die and become a ghost, two of us are formed. One bad. One good. It's hard to tell us apart, well that is if you're not us.

"Human, stupid human. Loser human." The man, I mean boy stood there looking at the humans. He looked about three years older than me. I guess he is 18 years of age, because I'm 15 years old. He turned around to look at me. "cxi human."

"I am not human! You really-"I started; I was interrupted by his beauty.

"You see me?" He was a ghost like. It broke my heart to see a kid as a ghost. He didn't know I was a ghost. My heart skipped ever other beat; I couldn't think about it that much.

"Yea I see you and you're a kid ghost just like me." I gasped out

"So you heard what I said the 'cxi human' thing." His pale opaque face went red in embarrassment. He was embarrassed for what he said about me. It made me just wanna laugh.

"Ha. Yea I did." I told him. His pale faced skin came even redder.

"Well then. I'll be on my way." He walked past me, with a smile on his face. His beauty made me forgive him for what he said.

His body was tensed, he was – I don't know how to put it- he wasn't embarrassed anymore, he was acting strong and not lost. His black hair brushing against his ears. His hair was getting in the way of his golden eyes, blocking the radiant bursting out of them. His lips were in a straight line like he wasn't pleased of me hearing what he said.

"Wait! What's your name?" I didn't distinguish that was my voice at first. He turned around to face me; he moved his hair out of his eyes. His lips curled up into a smile, his smile was radiant like his eyes and his glow. His glow made him look like an angel, I think; it was a yellow goodly look with a hint of red and black.

"Alec. Alec mason. It means, protector of man. What is your name?" Alec asked me with a strange voice. It was like he was scared of something. Something dark.

"My name? It's Isabella it means…" I answered, trailing of as I actually didn't know what it meant. His golden looked me down and up, he walked closer to me, brushing my hair out of the way-as it was in my eyes. His forehead brushed against mine as he whispered into my ear.

"It means; my god is a vow." His eyes meet mine locked into a stare, as he moved away. The beautiful and horrible sound that came from the humans disappeared. Faded away. It was lovely and peaceful just Alec and me in our own little world. On our own. We weren't on our own though.

Humans were around us but they couldn't see us. It became awkward between us, I don't know