Today as been a good day. I saw my best friend, played with my nephew, talked with my sister, and even joked around with my mom. That is until her unreasonable bitchy side escaped. I dont understand her sometimes. She's such a BULLY.

I have two older sisters. Brandi, who's 22 years old, and the Bianca, who is 20 years old. When we were all younger mama used to spoil us so much. We went on a lot of trips. Disney World, Sea World, Miami Beach, Six Flags, and so many more adventurous places. But now that we're older mama doesn't even want to be around us. Brandi and Bianca both had two sons of their own. And that's just crazy because they're still only teenagers! Mama has still been on their side no matter how many times they get pregnant. They didn't even graduate. She will always treat them better than she treats me and i just dont understand that at all.

I'm a great person! I get all A's and B's. I'm academically ranked #9 out of 198. I take AP classes. I've always done my best in school. I mean, I've been an authorized gifted student since 3rd fucking grade. I'm in Girl Scouts, Marching Band, FBLA, Glee club and BETA club. I'm an Engineering Governor's Honors Nominee. I used to be a cheerleader but mama said she didnt wanna pay anymore. I'm trying to join DECA, FCCLA, and Robotics Club this doesnt she see how great I am? I do like to shop a lot, but I'd expect the honor of deserving it. Being a shopaholic is my only flaw, but mama doesn't think so.

My name is Mercedes Jones. I am 16 years old. I am a high school senior. & I am exhausted.