I Love You, Daddy
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Dear Shane,
I'm sorry. I can't take care of her anymore. I mean that we are only seventeen. I know if I say that I can't handle it, you can't either, but I know you can give her the life that I could never in the whole world give to her. If she is with, she can live a life like a princess. With me, she'd just be living like a maid. Cooking and cleaning every single day, and I wouldn't be able to see her like that. Ever. I want my – our daughter to have the best life ever. And that's just with you. I'm sorry.
I know that it may seem really selfish of me to leave the responsibility of parenting all to you, but it's in a good way. If you haven't known, I've been moving all around the country for all my life, and I don't wanna do that to her. She deserves way more then I have gotten. And I don't think I'll be ready to do that. I'm sorry once again.
I love you Shane. Honestly, I do. But the thought of having to make Jill live the life that I hated to live in kills me. No mother wants their kid to be like me. If you hate me, I wouldn't blame you for that. If you never want to see me again, I'll accept that. I just hope you give my Jillian the life she needs.
I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me. Being there when I was giving birth to Jill. When I was getting teased freshman year. Or even when I didn't want anything to do with you. You were still by my side. And I love you for that. I love you for everything you do. I just hope you would understand my situation. My mom and I are moving away. Some where not really far. But I'm begging not to look for me. Please. I love you.
Always and forever,
Mitchie
Shane shut his eyes tightly before crumpling the paper in his hand. He threw it out in the front lawn before looking down at the infant. She was crying like crazing while her blankets were getting soaked by the rain. Shane picked her up and took her inside. Walking up the stairs, he dared himself to not cry.
Once they got to the nursery – built a week after he found out Mitchie was pregnant – Shane took her out of the car seat and dried her off. Once she stopped crying, and was dry, he placed her in the crib. Newly dressed of course. Shane kissed her forehead before going to the living room. There the tears poured out of his eyes.
Mitchie's mom and she were heading to Chicago to look for a higher paying job. She never wanted to leave Jersey. But once again, she had no say in what her lunatic of a mother does. Mitchie leaned her head on the misty window, savoring the amazing sensation of the cold glass on her throbbing head. She shut her eyes, begging not to let the tears fall. I miss you Jill,she thought.
She was completely ashamed in herself. She would have never thought she would leave her kid alone, but now she doesn't know what to think. Her eyes felt heavy from holding in the tears, but she couldn't push herself to keep them in. Mitchie silently cried against the window, staring up at the dreary skies of Chicago, Illinois.
And viola! A new story. I personally like this story over Remember, but im still gonna work on that. I hope you guys like this. R&R please :)