Just want to apologise for the bad punctuation it's my first story and I wrote in a bit of a rush.
Lauren'sp.o.v.
It had been almost nine months since lucy died and I wasn't planning on forgiving my dad any time soon I mean how could he how did it start ?why did lucy have to die who did why did they do it? I mean not everybody loved lucy she was a complicated girl you know a bit confused and messed up but still she wasn't perfect sure she had a few enemy's but she wasn't disliked that much to be mudered the email was sent to me and I met jake maybe it was jake but who knew what if he or she is still out there and i'm their target what if i'm next and they are just trying to figure out a clever way to kill me thats why it's taking so long? Maybe I'm over thinking things but it's driving me mad i'm just so lonely abi has moved in with her boyfriend jay so I never see her nan is always at the vic with stan and peter decided to blank me all of a sudden since that kiss the other week whitney is always at work johnny and nancy busy at the vic so at the moment i'm a bit of loner but least i'm not drinking. There is always something at the back of my head when I think of boys, a boy asked me out the other day he was really cute but I just couldn't shake the feeling that I was lying to myself about something then it finally clicked I still loved joey I still regret it not going with him. I needed to move on but I just couldn't abi said it would be a stsrt to bin his old t-shirt that I clutch in my arms every night but I refused but I did agree to put up in the attick but for a week a screamed and cried through the night for it no him but I knew he wasn't coming back and the closest thing i've got to him was his old t-shirt nan told me I needed to move on but I just couldn't then I realised I didn't want to because he was it that one love that you'll always love no matter what the one thats name is practicly engraved into you into your haert your arrow haerted love and mine was joey but he probobly didn't feel the same he probobly having fun with his new and improved super model girlfriend. My dad kept bugging me and I kept sending him away but he kept coming back and it was getting annoying.
"dad please just go I don't want to see you" lauren
"let me in lauren please i'm so sorry" max
"go away dad I don't want to talk to you"lauren
"please lauren let me exsplain"max
"jog on dad "lauren
later that night I decided I was going to go out for a drink in the pub not in walford no one would serve me alcohol so I got on the tube and went to the local pub
"hi can I help you" barman
"yes please can I have a vodka and coke please " lauren
"okay and if you don't mind me asking who are you I haven't seen you round here before " b man
"i'm lauren …...lauren branning " lauren
" lauren branning i've heard that name before " b man
thats when the pub door burst open with and in came a person
" don't serve that drink "