Chapter 1
Real life, real reality.
Bella's POV:
He is gone. I let that sink in my mind for a moment. He is GONE! I cried aloud, and began running, unsure where to go. Finally, I fell and I drifted to sleep, in the middle of the forest.
When I woke, I started to run again. I finally reached into an empty space, I feel wind rushing, so I turned around and I gasped. Laurent is here! He began to make his way to me, and said, "Why! It's Bella! What are you doing here?" I did not answer him, so he continued, "It's too bad. You're here all alone. I was just passing through, but then…" he trailed off. I saw the colors of his eyes, and I realised that it's black. When vampires are thirsty, their eyes turn black. I sucked in a ragged breath, and then began trembling. He's getting closer, and he said, "I liked your scent. You smell very mouth watering. To bad James," I winced at the sound of his name, "didn't have the chance to fight Edward off." I closed my eyes when he said 'Edward'.
He takes a deep breath and began stalking towards me. "I doubt that Edward is very protective of you. He seems like he would never leave you." I shivered when his cold hand touched me. Then his other hand grabed my wrist and, less than could be possible, he held it so tightly that my wrists could break. I looked, but my wrists, bless God, are not broken. His mouth is getting closer to my wrists, and I thought that he would bit me, but a tan creature knocked him out, and ripped his right hand out. I gasped, and found that the tan creature is a wolf. When the wolf has finished with Laurent, he began to make his way towards me, and I thought that it would kill me. It stopped just a few inches from me, looking with its big, brownish eyes, and then it began to run to the woods.
Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop at nothing
To see you so I've started running
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I think that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wasting my time
Oh why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I think that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' about the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I think that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you, yeah
Edward's POV:
I left her alone in the woods, without bringing her back home. What was I thinking? I left her in the woods, knowing that many animals can kill her. However, I need to leave her as soon as possible, because I felt gulity after the incident with Jasper. She told me that it's all right, but I can't bear if she needs to receive accident after accident when she's with me.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
I'm driving insanely on the highway, listening on the radio. When this song was played, I felt so sad. More than sad, I'm totally crushed. I left her without giving her any explanation, and I suddenly had the feeling to turn and head to Forks again, to say sorry to her for me leaving her, and tell her that I love her.
Keep going! If you turn back to her, she would never move on. The sensible part of me shouted. The dominant part of me shouted back, You're crushed already! You missed her she missed you. Why do you need to make it more complicated? Bothering the two parts shouting, I sped up. By three hour, I arrived at Juneau already.
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