Title: Gone and Left
Author: Goddessa39
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Spoilers: Pre-and Post- Graduation Part 2
Summary: Buffy's POV
Timeline: Post-grad 2
Pairing: BA
Disclaimer: I own nothing but
Feedback: Please. I need my reason for writing- your ideas and me knowing my work is read.
Rating: (May change. But I cannot write NC-17.)
Notes: Buffy's thoughts... angsty...
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Once, I told Willow that it felt like I couldn't breathe; That it felt like I was drowning all over again.
He left and what I knew was to come was fulfilled. I am back in the deep, penetrating darkness that I cannot escape alone; the barren and rampaging demons. Air comes and goes. In. Out. In. Out.
Does it hurt? You should ask someone who can give you a straight answer.
He is gone.
He has left.
I told her that it felt like I couldn't breathe. Now, I really am just trying to keep from dying.
He is gone.
He has left.
I move and act and show them what they want to see.
But I am not trying anymore.
I walk, I talk, I shop, I sneeze, and I don't sleep on a bed of bones. And I will be there when the tide comes in.
But He is Gone.
He has Left.
I'm just an empty predator.
Now I must just wait for the nest to be Called.