Title: What's a girl to do? Author: Celestriamoon Disclaimer: No I don't own sailormoon

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Serena sat in her room on this rainy Saturday day thinking about her life. She didn't know what to do or who to turn to it seemed as if everything went wrong and she couldn't understand why. Her friends were everything she wasn't. Rei was a peaceful priestess except when it came to Serena or the negaverse. Mina was a beautiful singer and a great volleyball player. Lita was tall, muscular and a great cook. Ami was really smart and new what to do in any situation.

Not to mention the last negaverse attack she was late because she was attacked by Jedite and Nephlite. Luckily she just barely made it out alive. When she arrived her friends were mad at her and didn't want to hear any of her excuses. Serena thought that all she was was not a pretty but not a pretty girl either. She also thought she was just a clumsy dumb girl.

Darien always made fun of her hair and she never liked it. Her mom was starting to get a little angry at her every time she got a detention or failed another test. Luna ridiculed her for not being more responsible.

Sailormoon thought she was no good either always having to be saved or reminded to kill the monster. It's not like they gave her a chance to do it herself. Serena was glad Luna was away doing scout business; she didn't want to have to deal with that too.

"It's funny how whenever I'm truly sad it happens to rain," Serena talked quietly to herself. She just sat in a chair staring out the window. "It's like the earth knows me and my emotions yet it keeps it a secret from the rest of the world." She wasn't stupid, she could see the angry, sad, disappointed faces she received whenever she did something wrong. But when she did something right it wasn't good enough for them either. No one was home, her parents were at work and Sammy was with his girlfriend.

She decided to go to the park to calm his nerves. When she got to the park she saw there was no one there so she decided to sit on a dry bench under a tree. She watched the lake immensely. "What should I do?" asked Serena to know one resting her head on her hand.

"You know what to do don't cut yourself short and don't compare yourself to others just because you think they're better then you."

Serena shot up when she heard the voice and looked around, "Whose there."

"Don't try to be something your not, just because of everyone else."

Serena couldn't find anyone, it seamed as if it came out of no where, "Come out." No one came out and Serena just thought she was hearing voices. "Ok well I guess it's time I go home its getting dark." She walked down the path until she got to the exit. She looked both ways before crossing the street. There were little rivers running down the sides of the streets. Just when Serena was on the other side of the street something that looked a car hit her left arm and made her spin falling to the ground. She looked to where it should have been but she couldn't find anything.

A guy from across the street saw her and went over to her holding her arm while kneeling down.

"Miss are you alright," asked the young man with brown hair and aqua green eyes.

"Uh what," asked Serena looking at him.

"I asked are you alright?"

"No I think I broke my arm but I don't know what hit me exactly, it looked like a car but I couldn't be sure," replied Serena.

"Hmm let me see it," asked the young man.

"Uh ok," said Serena while showing him her arm.

"Yeah it looks broken; hi my names Jimmy and I work at the hospital. I can take you there."

"Oh ok my names Serena," said Serena while smiling but wincing in pain.

"Yeah we better go," said Jimmy while helping her up and guiding her to his car.

At the hospital Serena walked out 2 hours later from them checking her arm. It was broken and she had to wear a cast.

"Thanks Jimmy, bye I'll talk to you later," said Serena while getting out of his car after he offered to take her home. Serena walked into what she found out to be an empty home. "That's just great no ones home."

She walked upstairs sitting on the chair she was before. "Why did I bother to try and go out there? What were those voices talking to me I'm positive I didn't see anyone or feel any presence but I don't think I was hearing anything either. Oh what was that thing that hit me, I mean it kind of looked like a car but it was going to fast?"

Then her parents came home and she told them about her going to the park, getting hit by a car, Jimmy, and the hospital. Then it was 10:30 when she was done and decided to go to bed. Luckily for her Luna heard everything she said so Serena didn't have to repeat it.

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So what were those voices talking to her and what really hit her. You'll find out sooner or later lol so don't worry

**Celestriamoon**