It's Getting Better All The Time
Summary: Krad's Sarcasm to a song; sequel to "Goodbye Time"
I don't own the song or D.N.Angel
I
don't stop breathing every time the phone rings
My heart don't
race when someones at my door
Keep
Deluding yourself; It's been nearly a year since the Kuroi Tsubasa
left me, I can't help but wonder if that baka is ever going to show
up again-I keep hoping that the phone's painfully shrill cries are
from him; They're always from people wanting money, and I can't
help but race to the door; heart in my throat, only be disappointed
by some church activist with a pamphlet. Can your god bring Dark
back to me?
I've almost given up thinkin' your ever gonna
call
I don't believe in magic anymore.
I hope that every
call is from you; or at least about you, don't you know my agony,
not knowing if you'll return to me alive, whole, or dead and in
tiny mouse-bite-sized pieces. And how can I not believe in magic; I
am magic! WE are magic; but that doesn't stop us from dying,
and..if we are magic, shouldn't our wishes hold more power? I've
always thought the human tradition of wishing on a star was idiotic;
But I find myself wishing on them each and every day; Wishing for you
to appear on my doorstep when I wake.
I just don't lie awake at
night
Asking God would get you off my mind
Yes,
Yes I do. I lie awake night-But never asking for your thoughts
erased, no, I ask for those thoughts to drag you here, into my warm
house. You've been gone nearly a year, and I still feel like
something is missing; Because I t is. You are my other half, We're
meant to be together. We were together even when we were fighting at
each other's throats; You weren't supposed to go off to
war!
It's getting better all the time
It's getting better
all the time.
Like hell it is.
Yeah, I got to work on
time again this morning
This old job is all that I got to live
Hah...Work...The
thing that supposedly gives me my paycheck! HA! I'm on...payed
vacation...Welfare, and no, that job was not all that I had to live;
Dark was, my Kuroi Tsubasa. Even I'm surprised that I'm not dead
with out him...
And no one even noticed I'd been crying
At
least I don't have whisky on my breath.
I
can' t cry anymore, the tears don't come; and alchohols so
foul(Not to mention I'm allergic), why the hell would I be drinking
it anyways? Yeah, I think I'm gonna make it
'Cause God
won't make a mountain I can't climb
Stupid Human...Mountains were put there to hinder you; and I'm not gonna make it, Well, I highly doubt that I will. I'm stuck in a ditch with no way out, and I'm exhausted from trying to scale those slimy walls, I just want you to come home and rescue me...
From
myself...
It's getting better all the time
It's getting
better all the time.
No...It's
getting worse...There's more blood coming from the wounds...Odd how
mental wounds turn to physical in but an instant... God, I
hope your happy
Girl, I wish you well
Resay
that, "Boy, I hope you're unhappy, Boy, I wish you hell until you
get your ass back here!"
I just might get over you.
You
can never tell.
Ahh...Finally, Of course! I haven't gotten
over him in the centuries we've been fighting each other. I can
tell; I just hope he hasn't gotten over me.
I always thought
that I'd do something crazy
If ever saw you out with someone else
If
I ever saw you go out with someone else, well, Dark, you know how I
am. They'd be a bloody mess before you could rationalize with me,
and you'd be next on the list.
But when the moment came last
night
I couldn't say a word, I stood there in the dark all by
myself.
Oohh, Idiot, he should've said a buncha colorful
words, and left a stain or two on their clothes.
Yeah, I could
of said a million things
All I did was keep it locked inside
Well...I'm
letting it out...
It's getting better all the time
It's
getting better all the time.
It is not getting better, and
I've accepted that...
It's getting better all the time
I've accepted that he's not coming back.
So...I'm going...
Goodbye,
Life.
The next day a letter from the military came, it read ;"We are sorry to get this message out so late, but Mr. Dark Mousy was killed in the line of fire."
Ironic, ne?
