Hiya! I'm xXxInuYashasEmoPrincessxXx!
This is my first story ever! It was for school project for English! We had to write a story based off Edgar Allen Poe's stories!
This is my verzion!
Oh yeah: I don't own InuYasha! :'(
Hope you like! Thank you! ^.^
I want him to die. He does not deserve to live and taint the air with his breath. He should die, and I must be the one to kill him. He challenged me to insanity and the desire to kill him.
As I write in my diary, I think of all the pain and suffering I went through being with him. I want to expunge him from my memories.
Deceased, expired, lifeless, numb……Death.
My favorite thing in the world right now.
All I've been reading about,
All I've been thinking about,
And the things I've been living.
I put the knife to my wrist and looked at the blood running down my arm.
I closed my eyes feeling my body relax. He caused this pain in my heart.
Seeing him with someone else in his arms. Love and care is what I see
In his eyes as he held some other girl I've never seen before. I wish I've
Never met him! I probably won't be in pain right now if I never met him.
My best friend,
My world,
My life,
My lover,
Is it wrong to kill the person ,you love?
I put my diary down on my dresser and went to the bathroom. I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes red and puffy from all the crying I did over him. I see the scares on my neck, arms, stomach, and legs. Some are still fresh from earlier. I know I shouldn't be doing this over some guy, I'm only 15 years of age, but I can't control myself. He gave her my look. Only he can give me that look. But he didn't, He gave it to another, he held her the way he holds me. I can't take the pain anymore, but I'm tired of all the things I've been doing to myself. For my pain to fully go away, I need to get rid of the only person that caused it.
For the last two weeks, I've been dying a little inside each day. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I'm tired of crying in the middle of the night. I'm tired of avoiding him every time I see him or every time he calls. I will eliminate. No one will be suspicious about it.
So, the first I get, he will die-die a horrible death. He will pay for all the emotional and mental harm he brought upon me. My choice will be stable. No one can change my mind.
I used to think that I loved him so much that I would die for him. Now it's the exact opposite. I'm dying because of him. The hurting for me is over, it's his turn now. The next day I went to school, and surprisingly I saw him……
He approached me with a confused but angry expression. This time I wasn't running away, I wasn't going to dodge him anymore. "How come you never answer my calls, Kaogme. Huh? Answer me!" He demanded.
Tension ran through my body, I am sick of this charade. "Because I've been busy lately," I said harshly.
"You better watch your attitude with me before I-," He threaten before I cut him off.
"Before you what? Hit me? Break up with me? Please InuYasha! I really don't give a fuck anymore!" I said rudely and rolled my eyes.
"Whatever Kagome! I'll talk to you later when you calm down! ," He shouted back at me, then stalked off toward the schools' front doors. I felt hurt when he walked away from me. But I reminded myself it will be over soon, and I don't need anyone's consent to do so.
Suddenly after school at my locker, he appeared. I felt very annoyed.
"Uh, Kagome,can I talk to you. I want to talk about earlier." He said to me.
Before I could answer, he suggested that we should go to his car. He wanted to take out to our favorite spot.
'He's probably wants to break to with me.' I thought.
"Sure….I guess" I agreed, thinking of my plan. So we walked towards his car and slid into his passengers seat next to him. I slowly pulled out my pocket knife so he wouldn't notice. Then he started talking.
"I'm sorry…I shouldn't have gotten mad at you this morning. " He apologized.
'Sorry isn't good enough' I thought. Then, when he wasn't paying attention, I stabbed his heart, the same place he stabbed me many time before.
His scream was ear-splitting. He looked at me with pain filled eyes before his eyes closed, to never open again.
Then I heard a girl screaming in front of the car. I looked at her and notice she was the same girl I saw InuYasha hugging. "InuYasha! YOU KILLED MY BROTHER! HOW COULD YOU!" She shrieked.
Her brother? I didn't' know he had a sister. Then I felt guilty and rouse the bloody knife. I stabbed my heart and for the last time. Finally, everything went black……………
Depressing I know!
Ja Ne
-xXxInuYashasEmoPrincessxXx