Randy grabbed the remote off the living room table and pointed it at the stero. "Maybe this will make me feel better." He said to himself as he hit play. The beat of Beautiful Soul began playing, and Randy sighed. It seemed like Kelly left one of CD's there when she left. "Damn.." He mumbled under his breath, wanting to turn the music off. He couldn't find it in himself to hit the off button, the song was the only thing he had left of Kelly. It was the only reminder he had of the love they once shared.

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Randy slumped down on the couch and covered his face with his hands. He never thought that he'd be listening to Jesse McCartney; pop music never appealed to him. However, the lyrics struck him the hardest. It was only the beginning of the song and his every feeling was being described. Randy hated songs that did that to him, but he was sitting through it for the sake of the memories.

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

All Randy wanted was Kelly, nobody else. Kelly was the only person that could truly make him smile. Every other girl, he turned his nose up at them, it was like they weren't good enough. In Randy's eyes, Kelly was the most perfect thing to ever walk the earth, she did no wrong in his eyes. You could say that he did indeed want her and her beautiful soul. Nothing else in the world mattered to him, except her.

You might need time to think it over

But I'm just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry c`mon let's try

If only Kelly had given him another chance instead of walking away, things wuld be different. He wouldn't hurt her, harm her; do anything to her. He would treat her like a princess, he would do anything she asked, he would give her anything she wanted, he would be her knight in shining armor. "Dammit, why did you have to walk away?" He asked, picking up a picture off the side table. It was a picture of him and her kissing at the beach. "Didn't you know I loved you? Didn't you know i'd do anything for you?" He asked himself, shaking his head. When Kelly left, Randy felt as if he wasn't good enough. He felt as if he was the most useless person in the world.

Am I crazy for wanting you?

Maybe do you think you could want me too?

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way I do?

I just wanna know that you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide

"Goddamn song!" Randy yelled, throwing the picture at the stero. He rested his head in hands and the tears slowly built up in his eyes. The one thing he ever loved more than wrestling was out of his life. She was never to be seen again, unless it was backstage. Even then, he wasn't allowed to talk to her. Kelly had made it perfectly clear that she didn't want anything to do with Randy, and that hurt him deeply. With all that being said, he was still determined to get her back, and he would.