Love Me, Love Me Not
Summary: MPREG which means SLASH! SBRL...Remus comes back for 7th year in Hogwarts and Sirius, the most playboy of them all, just happens to take an interest in his quiet, calm best friend. But is it permanent or just a fling? What happens if Remus's health is on the line because of this? Read and find out!!
Author's Note: Hey!! . this is Jackie here aka SiriusMoonPup...please be kind with your reviews, but remember to review!! It's my first ficlet alone and I hope it pleases some of you..!! Flames will be used to warm me through the winter heh. Otherwise, go on! Enjoy the story!!
"Why the hell does Professor Black's name sound so familiar?" A 14 year old boy frowned and muttered to himself while walking up the stairs to his attic of his small, but cozy home.
The teenage boy had black colored hair and piercing, dark clear sky blue eyes with pale fine skin. His dark features always made him wonder who his other parent was, until now that is; in the back of his mind he always knew his father was really his mother or rather the one who carried him for nine aggravating months, this leads us back to why he was climbing up the stairs to his attic, in search for a clue that his DADA professor was ever involved with his father before.
His father, Remus J. Lupin, has always managed to slip pass the subject of his other "father". After a while, he knew to drop the subject and forget about it for a while, well until he could figure it out by himself, which just happens to be now. And now that he could start thinking on his own, Xavier Black decided that it was time for him to find out who his father was and after a whole summer of thinking over who it could possibly be (even Uncle James popped up to his mind, but that was impossible) and like it was meant to be, Professor Black showed up at his school of Wizardry and Witchcraft, Hogwarts.
It really amazed Xavier that his first suspect would be his own professor, but it could have been Professor Black, really it could, he had the same last name as Xavier and as well as his dark features. Of course this immensely surprised Xavier when he saw his DADA professor, so much that he almost fell out of his seat staring at his handsome professor walking by him. It was a big, big surprise but right now Xavier had access to his father's old belongings and that would help with his "investigation" quite a lot. He did remember his father mention Professor Black's name somewhere....
"Well...besides the fact that I have his last name as well...but I remember reading his name somewhere when I was younger, and I'm definitely sure it was a book from father's school trunk. Too bad he prohibited me from going through it again..."
Xavier sighed and shook his head quietly, pushing the dark forest green colored door to his attic open, stepping in and glancing around before spotting what he need, his father's old school trunk, the same one from his 7th school year, 14 years ago.
Walking silently across the room, Xavier kneeled on the floor in front of the dusty, dark brown trunk. He dusted it off quickly, opened it and glanced around at the yellowing papers, blinking quickly. -How the hell am I suppose to find that stupid book in all of this?- Xavier frowned and took out a few papers, leaving the trunk open while he sat down fully onto the floor, Indian style, and glances through the first few pages.
"This is going to take a while..." He murmured, putting the old 7th year homework down onto the ground, putting his hand in, he fished out a more paper and groaned when it turned out to be more homework. "Homework should be outlawed, takes up too much of our lives..."
Finally after 3 hours of going through paper after paper of old homework, Xavier found the one book he wanted. The book was an old faded brown leather bound book with the crest of the Lupin Family on it. Once he saw the crest and remembered tracing it when he was younger, he quickly opened the book, flipping through the pages of the almost ancient yellow looking paper, almost cringing at the sound of the papers crinkling. -Hopefully it won't fall apart on me...father usually puts a anti-aging charm on his books, wonder why he skipped over this one...-
After scanning the first few pages, Xavier noticed that the book was a journal from his father's teenage years. He smiled happily and almost bounced gleefully for finally finding the right book.
An hour later, Xavier would have been found in the same spot, but only in a different position with his back resting against the trunk, his hair tied up in a loose ponytail and his knees bent with the journal cradled in his lap.
The pages he read already were quite boring, talking about his father's life and all that during the summer of his 6th going onto 7th year in Hogwarts. Never once had it mentioned anything else besides his father's sadness about his "sickness" and how painful it was for him to go through with the transformation without anyone's help.
Only until he was about a quarter through the book, Xavier was able to see what his father's feelings were like when it came to going back to Hogwarts...and that was about the time the name Sirius Black flashed up at him from every page of the journal.
Xavier noticed this very quickly and after a while, he was even more suspicious if Professor Black was his other father, how many people could possibly have the last name, Black? The only thing he had to figure out was if Professor Black's first name was really, Sirius.
But that would have to wait; he was much, much more interested with his father's journal right...especially the greeting his father and "Sirius" gave each other after seeing each other after a whole summer....
Xavier grinned to himself and continued to read slowly, devouring the information like chocolate; this was probably the most interesting book he ever read in his life. He never heard about this Sirius from his father before...maybe he'll find out more later on...
Author's Note: I know it's short! I'm so sorry . but it's pretty late right now and my brain isn't functioning very well, which is pretty funny seeing how I write best at this time haha. Besides, the real story starts in the next chapter . so stay with me, 'kay? And yes, Ex, is Remus's son...his real son –nods nods-, not adopted or anything, Remmy carried Xavier for 9 torturous months, poor thing...Review Please! I need it to inspire me. Oh, and if you have any ideas on how I can make it an interesting story, don't hesitate to tell me..!