Obsession

Wow.. This girl is crazy! All she does is write.. LOL correct.. Cuz I have nooooo life! !Ahahahah! So I write fanfics.. GO ME!!!

No Own Jimmy okay... p.s. this one actually isn't in first person.. In any way! So smile!!! LOL the same thing gets boring.. So here it goes!

She stepped out onto her porch and felt the soft breeze rustling her hair. The colors surrounded her. Orange , gold and red perfectly mixed in with the soft sweetness of fall. She loved fall.. The changing colors.. The awesome beauty..as though heaven itself was on earth. Like from a dream. She watched a leaf fall in front of her and saw its mysterious pattern of falling.. It seemed to weave her into some sort of spell. One thing about Autumn, it made her reflect on everything.. Even things she hadn't thought about before. Being 17 she had changed since her school days. She of course was more deep in thought than back than. Long blonde curly like hair, and she had found herself more concerned with being just right..Even for her.. For Jimmy...She threw her hair back nervously as she crossed in front of his house. Sure it was a Saturday, and he'd be in his lab of course.. But she couldn't help but walk right by his house.. Hoping he would see her. He was all that mattered to her.. She couldn't lie.. She loved him.. Libby called her obsessed.. But how could one not be obsessed? Considering his freezing indigo eyes, his brown hair which now hung shag like over his eyes. She smiled to herself. She certainly couldn't refuse the opportunity.

They had "moments", and it drove her crazy. Wondering what every word, smile, look meant.. Because only his opinion mattered.. But she just pretended to hate him.. So the whole world wouldn't think she was crazy. Cindy walked past the park into the central down-town area. She heard a loud roaring behind her.. And a loud..

" WATCH OUT!!!!" She ducked for cover as she saw Jimmy Nuetron.. Her heart skipped a beat as she stood up again..

" YOU WATCH OUT NUETRON!!!" she yelled back.. Instantly feeling the sting of her words..

She smiled as she entered one of the nearest " hit" clothing stores. She aimlessly browsed trying oh so hard not to think of him.. But she always found herself thinking.. " wonder what Jimmy would think of this.." she mentally slapped herself.

"Need help miss?" the lady next to her asked.

" No ..I don't need any help.." she replied quietly. The lady smiled and backed away.

Cindy picked up a nearby piece of clothing. It was blue and sparkly.. Just like.. She threw the piece of clothing back on the hanger, hung it up and stomped out of the store. It was like he was everywhere. She noticed it had gotten worse since Libby started saying that he stared at her.. And stuff like that. Sure Libs whatever you say. She continued on her walk down the street.. Only to run into him..the person that haunted her.. Day in and day out.

" NEUTRON!" she yelled. He tensed up quite a bit as he walked towards her.

" Yes miss Vortex?" he smiled.

" You have some explaining to do!!" she quickly responded. She noticed that he was now very stiff and obviously uncomfortable.

" er..umm... you mean about nearly running you over..ya..sorry about that.. My hover car lost transmission and it started to weave towards the central ground area. I didn't see you down there.. Really sorry about that... HAH!! NOT!!!" he cruelly spat at her.. She smiled obviously devising an evil plan of some sort.

" AHA! So this transmission did you make it?"

" Yes..." he replied quickly and proudly.

" Hah! No wonder .. Another failed experiment by Jimmy Nuetron!"

' I bet you couldn't do half the stuff I do!!"

" BET I COULD!"

"Could not!!"

"COULD!!"

So on and so forth.. Many people passed them noting the fire burning in their eyes. Just than Cindy shot back...

" Well at least I don't like Betty Finland..."

" Her name is Betty Quinlan!"

" Is that so? Betty Quinerland?"

"NO!!" he yelled back at her.

" Hah a weak spot eh Nuetron?"

" She is NOT.. I repeat NOT my weak spot..."

" Then why on earth did you react that way?"

" Because, it annoys me when you do things wrong. That's why.."he shot back.

" Oh really, well then I best be on my way! I was on a shopping spree until I ran into you!!"

Cindy flung her hair back in his face. He snapped back at her.

" Fine.. Bye.." he replied coldly. She just simply walked forwards. Enjoying the brief feeling of triumph. ' Food Court...' boy she felt hungry after that dispute.. Fighting with Jimmy almost always made her hungry. She plopped down on one of the free benches, and pulled out a ten dollar bill. She browsed around and found a salad bar. She loved salad bars and couldn't refuse.

Sitting back down she noticed that not three tables away there sat a happy couple. Making out.. This was the last thing she needed. Seeing people.. Happy..the thing that she wasn't. She angrily shoved the food in her mouth and continued her shopping splurge. She loved shopping.. It cured her of any disease (emotional of course) that she might be hiding. But today just wasn't her day. She kept seeing couples.. Everywhere..people older.. Younger.. Her age.. It was driving her nuts. She ran into one of her favorite shops again. Hoping that there would be safety in hiding in the close. She noticed a couple browsing her favorite section. She joined them listening to them say..

" How do you think this will look on me?"

" Do I have to answer this?" the guy smiled as he whispered in the girls ear. Something that she was able to hear standing so close.

" Perfect..." she smiled as he kissed her ear. She nibbled back on his neck and evilly smiled as she took the sweatshirt in her hand.

" Thanks babe.." she replied as she went to the front. He stayed behind a little bit longer browsing.. He smiled at her across the rack.

" Sorry about the public display of affection.. I noticed you looked kind of uncomfortable.." his voice said. For the first time she actually looked at him. He had black hair and blue-green eyes..

" Oh it didn't bother me..it's just.."

" I know I'm really sorry.." he laughs as he picks up a billabong shirt.

" Well you didn't do anything..cuddling doesn't bug me..my best-friend does it all the time with her boyfriend..it's just it makes me think of someone that I don't really want to ..." he smiles..

" An ex eh?"

" No.. More like guy I am in love with who won't even given me the time of the day.." she looked back down at the rack.

" Oh I am sorry... but hey.. Don't waste your time on a jerk..it's no use..." he smiled again. She smiled back.

" Name please.." she remotely stated.

" Names Phil.. Phil Long.."

" Cindy... Cindy Vortex, very pleased to meet you Phil.."

" Well I better be going..but hey here's my email..and my girlfriends email..anytime you need help just ...ask! Well write!" he smiled at her as he handed her a sheet of paper. She looked directly into his eyes. They were quite beautiful but there wasn't that feeling that she felt with Jimmy. She read the paper and sighed.

It was his email.. She laughed at it.. Nice guy hotmail she giggled. Heck ya he was nice. To just talk to her out of the blue like that.. He was defiantly going on her buddy list.. No matter what Marie said... She picked up the nearest piece of clothing and went to the register. She smiled as she placed it in her bag..she had realized that she needed Jimmy in her life.. All because of a boy named Phil.. She continued on her shopping journey through endless stores and music..and magazines. All the while laughing inside. Noticing more and more happy couples..finding more and more strength in herself to tell him. She walked up to his house..but the strength drained..seeing his blue eyes..and his hair..and hearing his voice. It was driving her nuts. It's like he followed her everywhere. She turned away and headed inside. Noticing the T.V. on she smiled at her mother. Who acknowledged her presence and went back to watching T.V.

She headed upstairs.. So much for telling him.. Tomorrow was another day..who knew....maybe.. She heard a knocking at her door. Sure enough it was the girl from the store..

" so I heard my boyfriend gave you his email!"

" Ya. But chill it's only cuz I've been having trouble with another boy and he wanted to help.." she smiled obviously predicating the fire..

" Oh.. Sometimes I swear he is way to nice for his own good!" she laughed. "Well I better be going! See ya later! Any time you need to talk just ask Phil for my address he'll give to ya I'm sure.." she laughed as she headed out the door and Cindy flashed a smile back at her. Once again she felt the sweet autumn breeze flow through her. She laughed at her girlish side. She stood in the doorway for quite sometime until her mother yelled at her to close the door. She stared through the window in the door.. Across the street wondering what on earth Jimmy could be doing at this moment... No more fighting it.. She just couldn't help it. He was everything.. Smart..funny.. EVERYTHING..that she couldn't have.. And it was driving her nuts.. Literally! All she thought of was him him him.. She was beginning to wonder if she should just move..

Or should she just talk to him? Tell him.. Not fight with him.. Tell him.. That's all she could think about.. Just loving him.. She was sure getting sick of not... she silently screamed across the street.. Bearing her every emotion.. But when she finished she realized.. Nothing had changed.. Nothing had moved.. The wind still blew.. And she was still.. In love with something that she couldn't have..

Why oh why did she have to be so stupid???

short first ch..just had to get it started though!! :D :D