No please don't go… Nel thought about that day over and over again it's something that you can never forget. The day he died no one can forget that the blood loss of life a forever loneliness a burden of pain love and loss all in one. All she did is cry now and think about how she could not save him in time. When she got there his she could not feel his power any more she didn't even see his body any were. Some time's it felt like a bad dream. No she knew it was a reality. But could the body of his lifeless body go. Can he realy be gone. This death did not hurt only her either this other person belive that it is her fault why him of all people. She got saved but he got killed and took away. She never told anyone this but she saw what happen she is afraid that she will be blamed for what happen to him he did save her and help nel turn back into her older self. Now nel is sad because the one who protected her also is dead. Now when she see's nel all nel does is hide behind a mask of pain and has to force a smile this death took a big toll on every one. Why did she have to be so stupid at time why did she always have to cry like a baby why did she have to be born if she is just going to be a burden and hurt the only person she realy cared about. So many question but no answers what was she asking for him to come back to life so he can be with nel no she wanted him and she can't let any one take him from her but then again he's dead but she does not want to belive that. no no no he is not it's only been two months since the accident and he faught aizen. but no one realy remember because rukia erased every one mind who saw the fight but not us and nel is in the human world to make shure nothing bad happen to any one here in town she's 15 like all of us any way and i doubt even if ichigo was alive he would come to me first any way i didn't even help him when it happen
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Nel was freaking out right now was she dreaming or was she going in sane uhh