Everybody in love

Kacey's pov

Why did Zoe kiss me I mean I didn't lead her on… did I, I just want to be mates with her I already like someone well I guess that will never work out I mean why would she want to be with me come on look at me… I have an identity problem I mean I want to be a boy but I know that will never happen well I better go and sit down I need to after that, so I walk in and sit down into the boys locker rooms cause I know that they won't be coming in for a while not yet anyway. I was wrong 2 minutes of me sitting down and thinking about it they come in and was staring at me and I just wanted to get out of that awkward situation but they had to take it to make me feel worse about myself jack had to say something

I know we said we would treat you like a lad but. I wanted him to say it because I knew what he was going to say but then he was interrupted with all the boys giggling

I will just go; I whispered it because I knew if I spoke up they would hear in my voice I was crying

But he had to insist; it's not like we have anything to hide anyway and then messes up Kevin's hair

I will just go, so I stood up and walked out and tears started to fall slowly down my face as girls walk past laughing and talking in girly language I just decide to walk past without them noticing and walk down to see Zoe and Barry fighting… again so I walk up slowly without them seeing me until I hear Zoe shout

It isn't about who she wants to sleep with its about who she is inside, and then Barry whispered something and I don't know what but I know that he would of said something about me. but before the screaming fight carried on Miss Boston butted in

Oi Mr Clarkson wants to see you and Barry and Kacey you have 5 minutes to calm down that temper and get back into the PRU and Kacey get changed

I wasn't going to disobey her she seemed serious so I went and got changed and sat down on a table with Rhiannon and then she was on a lecture about punctuality or something I knew I would get away that easy and I was correct

why are we getting a go at she's the one who skipped class

because we are a unit if one of us screws up they let the whole unit down... right up on your feet

every one look at her like she was mental

come on up on your feet do laps of the playground, so everyone got up moaning because we not no argue with her seriously... as everyone got up Rhiannon got up and got right into my face

if I come back with sweat patches I'll kill you

something I expected from her, I didn't mean to if I did I would of had Barry involved but now he is giving me evil as I walk past him... I did try talking to say hi but Miss Boston stopped me offering if I wanted to talk she is there and everything but its not like anyone would she is scary seriously so I refused and asked if I could go join the others but I don't know why but instead she told me to go hand out books in the PRU I don't know if she was trying to be nice or if she wanted to punish me for not wanting to talk to her but either way she made me.

As I was handing the books out I heard a slam, it was Barry looking crazier than normal at this moment I know I am going to be in trouble

did you tell that Zoe you were a boy?

no she assumed

well you want to be normal don't you

I want to be me

as he clenches his fist he grabs Rhiannon's bags and gets the make up and pours it onto the table before pining me down and drawing on my face with it. As he starts to place lip stick all over me I bit him and ducked under his arm and without thinking and without knowing that there was anyone at the door I shouted

I'm not a girl and a boy

then I grabbed hold of Mr Diamond and hugged her, she felt so nice and she smelt it to she was so beautiful and seriously who ever she is with is just the luckiest person alive. As she took me into the office I sat down still in tears but I still couldn't help noticing how beautiful she is so we were having a normal convocation about what happened and it just slipped out

right so what happened

I told him I just wanted to be me and he wasn't having any of it so he started attacking me with make up, I bit him that's how I got out and when I saw you my heart skipped a beat... as I covered my mouth she looked shocked but happy

ow well... erm how flattering thanks but you do know im your teacher

of course I do but you cant help who you fall for can you miss

I guess not but why me

your beautiful and I guess you have taken care of me and well I guess all the time we have spent together... I love you

well that's cute but if anyone found out I would have my teaching career finished and I wouldn't be able to see you

well maybe we can do it in secret you know sneaking around

I will have to think about it

okay miss take as long as you want

at that moment Mr Clarkson walked in and the subject changed so I just decided to get my stuff and go home but I ended up winning man of the match and getting the match ball I was so happy but home was going to be a nightmare...