Disclaimer: Don't own Glee, sadly. Just my laptop, but I would trade it for Glee if I could.
Tired
I'm tired of being walked all over. I'm tired of being stepped on when I try and do nice things for people, and I'm definitely tired of this whole unrequited love thing.
I'm tired of doing everything I possibly can to make Finn happy and never getting anything in return. I'm tired of being heartbroken by his lying.
I'm absolutely sickened by the fact that I'm just his detour on a way to his future with Quinn. How I'm just here so he can get a scholarship and take care of his kid. I'm a tool, practically, that he's using instead of bothering to be honest with me because he knows his charm will always work. It's those damn eyes that I can never say no to.
I'm tired of playing second fiddle to a gorgeous blonde who I can't compete with. I'm tired of the feelings I work so hard to express not being reciprocated.
I'm tired of being just some loser that everybody either ignores or is mean to. Sometimes I think it would help if I just didn't look at Finn, because every time I do, I always forget the pact that I made with myself not to give in again for the millionth time.
I'm tired of not having a guy who actually appreciates and loves me, and is there for me when I need him. I'm tired of being passed over when I need someone to be there for me. I'm the girl that gives and gives, and when I ask for something, suddenly I'm this selfish little brat who doesn't think of anyone but herself. I'm tired of giving up everything and not getting anything in return.
I'm sick, sick and tired of being the girl nobody gives a shit about.
That's why I can't say no to Puck when he brings me my favorite grape slushie or wants to kiss me, because damn it, I'm tired of being Rachel Berry and I'm done with not being wanted.
She can be obnoxious sometimes, but my heart goes out to poor Rachel because Finn uses her. Please review!