Finally Letting go
Sadly as I write this, my back snaps in exhaustion, and feels like dying... can't blame it though. At 2 AM, I wrote a poem similar to this... but I accidently erased it, so I ended rewriting up... I even erased the orignal copy.. T.T I am truly pathetic... so here I am... typing at 2:52 AM on a school day... I am sooo gonna get yelled at.
Disclaimer: I do not own CCS... I wish I did though... that would be awesome... but God won't let me... T.T
Looking at you, and for the long moments I feel hope.
Hope that you will return my lonely feelings.
Reaching out a hand, only to withdraw it back, because I know, it will not be returned
I don't understand, how I fell for you, a cold, lonely person.
I want you so badly, it hurts knowing that you are right there, behind another's.
When I look at you, I feel like crying and dying, knowing I can't have you.
In another's arms, I hate it, because no matter what, you held my heart captive.
Tired of waiting and hoping, I decide that this is the end.
I will let you go.
But before, I let go of your hand, I want one thing from you.
I want your love even if it's not there.
Will be you be my angel, protecting me from the misery, that I now must hold?
Please be my angel... just for one night... before I let you go... Yue?
Thank you for reading, as I am too tired to go more, but I MUST!!! Just kidding, I hoped you enjoyed this, this is my first poem of well anything... unless you count the school's ... which they make you write but... I really hope you won't give me bad reviews. I'm sorry if you don't like YueXSakura pairings... I like SyaoranXSakura pairings too... I just thought of writing it cause YS is one of my favorites so... yea T.T