A: Hey guys! Lol! I hope you guys like this story! I love MattxMello cause there like my favorite pairing. Well Id like to say that I tend to write these things in school so please forgive me if I take too long posting up new chapters. LOL and i suck at writing stories sorry! Enjoy! Bye!

CHAPTER 1: Hospital

Matt POV

Something's different

My body no longer was laying in that awkward position on a leather car seat. No longer was a cigarette left in my lopsided mouth. No longer was I unconscious. The only thing that hadn't changed was the bullet holes through my torso. I ran my fingers through thee areas where my wounds were, to find bandages in their place

"Damn it" I moaned in pain.

I had found that I was lying on a soft bed.

A Hospital Bed.

How did I get here? This question seemingly replayed through my mind. I slowly tried to open my eyes to peer at my surroundings. At this failed attempt I laid there there listening to the surrounding sounds.

I can't believe this…. I'm alive

Fuck yea! Survived a shoot out! I weakly chuckled. It wasn't time to celebrate right now. Not until I find out what happened with Mello.

Mello

That familiar name rung through my head as I pondered about my best friend/lover. For as long as I could remember we were best friends. The Wammy's house, when Mello joined the Mafia, and that fateful day I was shot a shit load of times. That day still ran through my mind like it happened yesterday.

(an apartment at the edge of town)

"Oi Asshole!" called Mello with his normal attitude.

"Hm?"

"Are you even listening?!"

"uh no sorry!" I admitted.

"God damn it Matt! Pay the fuck attention!"

Ahh how I loved the bossy-ass Mello. I was and ALWAYS will remain his "Bitch". Oddly enough I didn't mind it.

Mello.

Smart, emotional, Bossy, Strong, and hot

Hot.

Yes definitely Hot

"Matt fucking listen! Here's the plan again" said Mello rolling his eyes. I just sat there as I looked into the blonde's, crystal blue eyes as he talked. Funny thing was all I heard was

Blah

Blah

Blah

But I couldn't help but feel these feelings I did for Mello.

Feelings.

Did I have any feelings or emotions?

I didn't know.

Since I was little all I was, was a mindless Gamer who always cowered behind his goggles. They made me feel secure on the inside.

"Your conscious" said an emotionless voice.

That's when I awoken from my flash-back. I was silent.

"I know that you are awake Matt, only because your monitors have sped up slightly. If you were still asleep, your internal reactions and processes would be much slower."

"Why the hell are you here Near?" I mumbled.

"Well I thought the person who saved you would at least earn a little more respect…. Matty"

"Shut the hell up! Only Mels can call me that" I grumbled.

"Well I guess I won't tell you the news about Mello"

My eyelids suddenly flickered open.

"Tell me!" I demanded.

A: Well I know this isn't a good place to stop, but I'm busy so yea. Chapter 2 will be up soon. Bye and thanks for reading!