She justputon her crown she glances at the mirror I stare at my reflection in the mirror: "Why am I doing this to myself?" No, no, no, no, no...
She sits on her throne antagonizing over the smallest of things, Losing my mind on a tiny error,
She tries to be the queen Skyrim needs her to be but what if she has to change herself along the way? I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...The court is pushing so many different issues at her, Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
People say she can trust them but she knows in her gut they would turn on her with the smallest provocation Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
She buries her head in her pillows trying to be calm It's okay not to be okay.
Her heart and her head are warring over what she should do Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
She chokes back tears when the thoughts of her late husband come again Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
How can she be true to Skyrim and herself? Just be true to who you are! A year goes by its still hard to keep up the charade, Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
People are starting to see under the mask I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
I try to keep it together The more I try the less it's working, yeah
How much longer can I keep this up? 'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...The court is still pushing so many different issues at her Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
You'd think that she would be used to being betrayed Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
She buries her head in her pillows trying to keep it together It's okay not to be okay.
Her heart and head are still at war Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
She still chokes back tears when the thoughts of her late husband come, she thought it would get easier with time But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
what's wrong with her why can't she keep it together There's nothing wrong with who you are!Some days are a blur of meetings and sadness Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like whoa!
She likes to sit alone in the garden that Torrig had helped herbuild Just go and leave me alone!
She wishes he was here with her Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
but she knows he would want her to carry on and that's what she is going to do With a smile that's my own!
That's my own, no...
She now knows what to look for in advisors so she doesn't have to look back so often Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
She's talking to her steward and housecarl when the pressure gets to her It's okay not to be okay...
She knows to follow her heart and her head, so she can make better decisions for Skyrim Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
She lets the tears fall now, she knows that you can't be perfect all the time Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
She feels at peace Just be true to who you are!
Yeah yeah yeah
