Honestly what will become of me don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
I can't believe she's just finished with me. Telling me that it wouldn't work that it's better we stayed friends. I don't want to stay friends. I want to be with her. To move in with her, go on holiday with her, propose to her, get married to her and to someday have kids with her. She didn't even look back as she walked away towards the stairs. Does she really not care? I have tears in my eyes and a low feeling in the bottom of my stomach, which I'm not used to experiencing. I just can't believe its over.
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
As I walked away my heart felt like it had been ripped in two. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. My head was saying you did the right thing but my heart was saying why didn't you give him a chance. It may have been the sensible thing to do so why did it feel so horribly wrong. I couldn't even look back. I saw the look on his face when I pulled away. He was devastated and I could be wrong but it looked like there was tears in his eyes. It was to late to turn back now so I just kept walking unsure of where I was heading.
Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Suddenly I ran downstairs after her. If she thought I was letting her go without a fight she had another thing coming. After all we'd been through. I think I started having feelings for her in those tunnels with Weaver. Then I helped her through Abi's abduction and our affection for each other grew. Then Stuart came along and ruined everything. But just when I thought it was over she fell pregnant with Stuart's baby and it was me that was there for her not Stuart. She miscarried and finished her relationship with Stuart. Finally I got her on her own in Romania and although we were constantly being shot at we finally made love. Yeah most couples share a past but there has been so much in both our pasts preventing us getting together I am not giving up at the first hurdle. I push open the doors to the car park only to see her car disappear through the entrance. I quickly try her mobile but it's switched off. The tears finally spill over and I can feel people looking at me. I hurry back inside to my desk feeling deflated. Maybe a breaks what we both need till she's ready but I won't give up on her. She means too much.
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end