There's a web like a spider's web, made of silken light and shadow
Spun by the moon in my room at night
It's a web made to catch a dream, hold it tight till I awaken
As if to tell me that dream is alright
Once, I was an innocent girl who was simply Ginny Weasley. But as I grew up, I became something else, something that wasn't who I was brought up to be.
I began to call myself by my full name, the more sophisticated Virginia. It was around this time that I grew so deep into love that I found I couldn't pull myself out.
Down in the valley, there is a fountain, beside the old oak tree.
Beside that fountain, there is a mission, where my love told me.
Harry told me of the dangers he would be facing soon. Not only that, but he told me that he loved me.
I was ecstatic.
There's a web like a spider's web, made of silken light and shadow
Spun by the moon in my room at night
It's a web made to catch a dream, hold it tight till I awaken
As if to tell me that dream is alright
For I loved Harry, too - it was all I ever wanted, from the second I first realized who the polite boy was. It was dreams coming true.
On the evening, I was sleeping, beside the old oak tree,
He was weeping, I was sleeping, when he said to me.
And Harry died after that last time he faced Voldemort. I only say his name now because of what I have become. Had Harry lived, I would have been the good girl I had always been.
No, that was not the case.
There's a web like a spider's web, made of silken light and shadow
Spun by the moon in my room at night
It's a web made to catch a dream, hold it tight till I awaken
As if to tell me that dream is alright
I left school after only six years - too many happy memories were left there. Instead, I went to the States, where I could become a new person - some could say that the devil began to rise inside me.
I met a stranger, his name was danger, we rode side by side,
Way down in Santa Fe, I killed a man they say, Danger told me to ride.
Indeed, I began to kill. I killed many, but I didn't kill bodies as I did souls. I led men on, played them. Maybe I was looking for a way to avenge Harry's death. Maybe I was not.
I killed souls. That was the worst I did. For killing a soul is worse than killing a body. A soul can not, under any circumstances, be mended.
I became a nasty, vicious rodent. And never did I rethink my ways, until my brother Ron came to stop me.
Because Ron cared.
There's a web like a spider's web, made of silken light and shadow
Spun by the moon in my room at night
It's a web made to catch a dream, hold it tight till I awaken
As if to tell me that dream is alright.
I didn't realize he cared, though. So I killed my brother both mentally and physically. I then grasped what exactly I had done.
Now if I return, they will hang me, beside the old oak tree,
Beside the fountain, beside the mission, where my love told me.
Now I can't return home. I've done too much to avenge Harry's death.
And now I realize that I've been dying, too.
There's a web like a spider's web, made of silken light and shadow
Spun by the moon in my room at night
It's a web made to catch a dream, hold it tight till I awaken
As if to tell me that dream is alright
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A/n - Does anyone like this? I kind of do. So please review it so I know whatcha think, ok? This is the first time I've tried to write a deep fanfic, and I usually write my original stuff this way, so, please review.
Disclaimer: all characters belong to J.K. Rowling, and the song, called "Spider's Web" belongs to whoever wrote it. (I got the song sheet from Girl Scout Camp over the summer)