AN: so basically I wrote this story on my tablet so maybe there are some auto correct mistakes and stuff like that. I don't own anything you recognise.
Finnick had promised himself, when he first got thrown into the 'job' president Snow had for him after his games, that he would never sleep with any girl in district 4 until he was married to her. Somewhere along the road this went wrong and as he looked down at the girl asleep in his arms he wondered how this could have happened.
Flashback
I had been eighteen years old and had been walking on the beach in district 4 when I had heard some soft crying and found a girl sitting in the sand with her face buried in her hands. I had walked towards her and gently put a hand on her right shoulder, the girl had looked up at me, she was young not older than sixteen yet she was very beautiful with blond brown hair ending just a little below her shoulder blades, full lips and her eyes a stunning colour somewhere between blue and green. She also had a different body type than most of the other girls in district 4, most had small hips and small shoulders while this girl had broad shoulders and broad hips which made her waist look even more smaller. She wasnt tall, maybe 5, 4 feet. "Yes" she had asked me her bottom lip still trembling. "I just wanted to ask if you were okay" I had told her softy my voice not much louder than a whisper. I still remembered the look of surprise on her face, she had shook her head before silent tears came streaming down her face again. I hadn't spoken after that moment and had just guided the girl to my house where I had comforted her and later that night I was her first.
That moment was six months ago and we became friends and even though we didn't have any romantic feelings for each other we still slept with each other. Friends with benefits, she liked to call us. Some people would have found it disgusting that an eighteen year old was sleeping with a sixteen year old but we both didn't care much. I let my thoughts go and went to sleep.
"Happy birthday Finn" I woke up to her soft voice and a peck on my cheek. I stretched myself out and gave her a smile that would make most girls faint. I saw her stand in front of my bed and noticed a little box in her hands, I raised my eyebrows
"gonna propose to me, sweetheart" I speak using my seductive purr. She gives a small laugh and speaks "no I'm afraid not Finn" I feign hurt which causes her to let out another small laugh
"I don't think my parents would appreciate it" her parents never liked her being around me and if they knew their sixteen year old daughter was sleeping with a eighteen, now nineteen, year old they would never allow me to see her again.
"I got you a present, to remember me when you go to the capitol" she hands me the box, I open it to find a bracelet. It wasn't feminine at all it was made of some sort of rope and had a single chain on it, I really loved the chain it was silver with an ocean blue fish in it, but what I loved most about it were the few words engraved in it: "with love". I hugged her realising how expensive it must have been. "Do you love me?" For some reason she always asked this and I always anwered the same "forever." That was the last time I saw her, as she drowned later that day. It was the same year I met Annie and even though I love Annie to death this girl will always have a special place in my heart, forever young, forever beautiful.